It’s nighttime, of course.
It’s wet outside, and it’s not raining.
Muffled voices, winded cries.
I don’t want to be here no more.
Frowning til I hurt.
Hoping someone will save me
From the balcony.

I could never forgive myself
for the things I’ve done.
I was your light in the dark;
I was everything you lived for.
How could I even throw this away?
An incredible best friend, family,
and friends.

I don’t know, the cold hits me hardest too.

I’ll do the things you tell me; I will do anything to be able to be that hope again.
To have someone like you in my life
Is worth risking all I have.

Is it okay if I stay and say hello for a while
Or is it true what I say I hate but I do
The waking hours knowing you’re alive
Makes me wonder are we ever going to be alright
And when the sun sets and tomorrow’s here
Should I care, behave, like you liked me to be
There is time the healer who fixes all
But still I love the one
The one who is patiently waiting for me
The one who loves me too

say, all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes are grey as ****

i only have one wish

let me take a picture, of this.
keep it in my memories
for i'll forget you the next day

oooh, oooh
all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes are grey as ****

why do i keep? doing this.

i get no sleep anymore anyways
though i keep on dreaming of you
everyday

though - all i wanna do is

take a little walk down town
smoke a few cigarettes
your eyes grey as ****

pretty grey eyes
the sun is saying it's goodbyes
though he lights another one up
we make our way towards the town
my feelings are immersed in his fragile
innocence -- fingers linger

I see you. You're painted in an infinite amount of colors. You sing and play guitar. Tonight we texted and my heart still races. How do I fall in love? **** like this'll do.

Mom's texting "where are you?",
to my boyfriend - who is asleep.
Her threat annoys me, I am okay.
I know better. Though I'm a kid.
I got a good friend, got driven home.
Submitting to my elders
is what I do best,
I'm a kid.

she saw him more beautiful than the way she saw the earth
his love and thoughtfulness
brings her to joy;
care and passion
takes her places;
jokes and honesty
makes her happy;
a listener and gives kisses
gives her comfort.

It was supposed to be us against the rest, you were tall, Angel-like
The one who I thought was the best.

Mornings past, evening crawls
Day by day, the soft innuendos of the distance we now have with each other-

Seems as if we have never met, let alone never slept, laugh, cry, never had ***. Chemistry is dead and so is the next.

So I'm a **** up.
Please let me get sober.

little did he know,

she was hurt as much as he was.

We wrote the game for the third time
We were doing home runs
You smelled the cigarette scent linger my fingers
And so I woke up with you sleeping
Not noticing my tears creeping
And my dreams disappearing.

I'm damaged
I'm all alone
I know I need help
But I keep that to myself

Here I am, again.
Stuck in the same ride, "friend"
Say you love me.
My bars steel for he,
I'm a child, so naïve.

bodies in harmony
colorful auras disperse
the air we revisit
xylophone stranger

soar the scorching dragon
blue and red
the heart is light
metallic drum

love is it you again?
yeah you up above
or you down below?

stuck in purgatory
with you and my mind
tornadoes build the air

i love you so
the stranger
i call for everything

Smoke fills the air,
we are aware.

As we sit and talk,
the evening stalks.

The subtle sparks,
the night, dark.

The fire is a light,
the black is a fright.

The scorching air crawls my skin,
the darkness lingers, the evil twin.

A side with blazing, red, hot heat waves,
the other side, cold and it misbehaves.

The dissonance, twas' a blissful feel,
and so my mouth kept sealed.

and so my mouth kept sealed,
and my mouth kept sealed.

Empty, cold and bitter the darkness stares at the sitter.
The warm light hits one side of her cheek,
the air is bleak, it lacks, it is weak.

The flame of curiosity, compels her acherontic, gloomy spirit.
Although, facing the bright sight,
she's lingered with the somber lyric.

We sang of Sublime,
there was this dude -
and he was a rhymin'.

His name was Wild,
Bill, always went for the ****.
But- not until...

My metallic fragrance
dresses the snare,
as I danced like I didn't care.

Oh, my heart did break at times.
Hell, It was the biggest crime.
I might just wait in line.

And in the end,
I'm loved, confused with friends
My heart I'll send.

Eyes, they know what I need.
Lips, they know what I need.
Hands, they know what I need.
Me, I know what I need. *You.

I told you I don't think about you,
and I lied.

Fingers flick the cold metal,
the butane smell fills the air.
I let the flame settle,
the heavy smoke hits my snare.
I hit the distortion pedal,
gone- the problems I bear.

I love you
I hate you
I want you
I want to **** you
I cry about you
I miss you
I need you

You're no longer in my life but...

I still love you

My body is paralyzed,
stuck in an infinite wave,
filled with regret.

Monsoons splash my face,
these tears are glist.
Pale skin over a case,
there, demons that exist.

leaving
oneself
very
e**mpty