maybe, i don't fit in
maybe i don't belong
this place hasn't been right for me
since everything went wrong

i walk, the lonely nights
i search for something deep inside of me
but i find nothing,
nothing but blue

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the nights are cold
but i will always be blue

as i walk along the busy streets
and the lights of this city
i begin to think, its not worth it
i dont matter, not one bit

i walk, the lonely streets
i search for something deep inside of me
but i find nothing,
nothing but you

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the midnights are cold
but i will always be blue

when did it begin?
when does it end?
when will i be happy again?
always blue
forever sad
i am nothing

i feel blue
always, forever blue
the days are lonely,
the nights are cold
but i will always be blue

im just blue
never happy
never smiling
just blue,
so blue
only blue
i am very blue

Milya milya man ang layo mo,
Pero sisiguraduhin kong kakayanin ko,
Kakayanin ko, kakayanin natin lahat ng mga pagsubok na darating, Pagsubok na sabay nating haharapin,
Pagsubok na kahit tayo ay magkalayo'y alam kong ating malalagpasan,

Wala sakin kung kilo kilometro man ang layo mo,
Wala sakin kung hindi kita nakakasama o nakikita,
Pero sakin sapat ng alam kong mahal mo ko,
At sapat ng malaman **** ikaw lang ang laman ng puso ko,

Hindi ko man hawak ang iyong mga kamay,
Hindi man kita mayakap gamit ang aking mga bisig,
Hanggat nandito ka sa puso ko,
Mananatiling ikaw hanggang dulo

Mahal, Gusto kong malaman ****
Kahit ilang milya o ilang kilometro ang layo mo,
Wala ng papalit sayo dito sa puso ko.
Hindi man ngayon, handa akong maghintay hanggang sa magtagpo tayo.

Maraming magagandang tanawin
Ngunit sayo parin ako nakatingin
Magagandang lalawigan
Subalit sa tabi mo parin babagsakan

Mga magagandang bulubundukin
Mga magagandang ilog
Mga magagandang tanawin
Sabay nating pinaginip

Alam kong umiiwas ka na
Alam kong huli na
Alam ko ring lumisan ka na
Ngunit ang tanging alam ko'y mahal parin kita

Sinta pagbigyan mo na ako
Alam kong marami pang babae sa mundo
Ngunit ikaw at ikaw lamang ang pipiliin ko
Kahit hindi mo na ako piliin sinta ko

Kahit gano pa katagal yan sinta
Kahit mahigit tatlong taon pa yan
Hihintayin kita ng hihintayin marikit na dalaga
Kahit magalit na ang mundo sa akin sinta

Parang mga binhi lamang ito
Hihintayin kita umusbong muli mahal ko
Didiligan kita ng pagibig ko
Hanggang maging magandang tanawin na muli tayo.

I can't be the only one

Who doesn't have a clue

About where I am heading

Nor what I meant to do.

But time will not wait for me

And as the days go passing by,

One thing I know that I control;

It's up to me to try.

Anxiety
Is a breath never released
Suffocation of the lungs
And whole of your mind
Anxiety
Is a clock
That never stops ticking
With the constant click,
From past to present
Time never ends
And oh darling
Nor does anxiety

I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
and I kick and flail
fighting to stay above the darkness
But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me
and I slowly begin to give in
to the feeling that lies below the water line
the waters starts to fill my lungs
the lungs that once held so much life
yet now they allow the murky water to replace that
I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness
But why doesn't someone grab my hand
pull me from darkness's grasp?
because no one knows I stand at the boundary
the boundary between light and dark
so I give in to the thing that holds me
All of the strength and all of the courage
that I once held in my heart
can't save me from the water
So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness
undetected by the occupants of that world
I don't want to fight anymore
I've given into darkness.