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433 · Dec 2017
Is this
Arishaya Dec 2017
Is this warmth that wraps you in its kind embrace
Is this happiness that is like a budding flower in spring
Is this compassion that listens to every word you say
Is this trust that can never be broken
Is this uneasiness that walks on eggshells
Is this anger that screams words it doesn't mean to say
Is this hurt that breaks pieces of you away
Is this loneliness that has a void which cannot be filled
Is this hope that forever has it's what if's
Is this love or is this madness.

-Alle James
358 · Dec 2017
Him
Arishaya Dec 2017
Him
From the dimple on his right shoulder to the birth mark on his left arm
The small scar above his right eye the curve of his left eyebrow
The twinkle in his eyes are just like star
The shy smile when I catch him staring
The way he smiles around his mom
The gentle news of his being
The eloquence of his speech
the way he walks as if he is gliding on air the muscles that move so smoothly everytime he moves
The fire in his eyes
The way his presence envelopes you with a feeling of safety
The way that no matter how much you want him he  can never be caught
And the best thing is he was never real
Alle James
313 · Dec 2020
To my dreams
Arishaya Dec 2020
I wish you would leave
I wish you would let me be
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
So just let me be
Why should I chase what I know can't be mine
Why should I dream of things that would only waste my time
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
so just let me be
You know that I couldn't do it
You know that it wouldn't happen
So why should I slave over this as the days pass me by
I'm fine here
I'm happy here
So just let me be
I'll choose the safer route
And I'll learn to love it too
So when you're gone
When you've finally let me be
I'll be fine here
I'll be happy here
After you've finally let me be.
248 · Dec 2020
You
Arishaya Dec 2020
You
Your smile, your voice, your laugh, they all intoxicate me
You leave me breathless
You magnetize me
Your eyes reflect the depths of an  uncharted ocean.
You are so eloquent, so charismatic
You are like a dream, a fantasy
As I lay in bed and I wonder why I’m here and where I belong you come to mind
I am so in love with you
I tried to fight it at first but there's nothing more that I can do my heart won't let me be free
I just want one more day to be with you
I want to peacefully fall asleep intoxicated by you.
All of my  unhappiness stopped the moment I saw you
You brought Utopia to me
Darling when you smile it's like the rain stops and time is at a standstill
Without you, there is no me. You complete me, you’re the best of me. Your laughter and happiness is the scale of my happiness. 
So just as the night leaves, morning comes, when spring leaves, summer comes and just like the flower wilts and the fruit grows ripe everything goes everything grows so grow with me please, change is  certain so change with me please, please hold my hand
242 · Dec 2020
That's heaven don't you see
Arishaya Dec 2020
I want to live in a world where I will be happy
I want to live in a world where I am free
I want to live in a world where I won't be hurt anymore, where I won't be hungry anymore, where I won't worry anymore
I want to live in a world where I can lay in the grass and just breathe
I want to live in a world where I can trust the people around me
I want to live in a world where someone loves me for me
I want to live in a world where the pain won't ever affect me
But that's heaven, don't you see

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