Devil I don’t want you.
Devil i don’t need you
Devil I wish I never met you .
I’m so crushed & right now?
I feel like crushing you .

Why Are You pulling me?
Why are you luring me?
Go away, leave me be
Please let me live

I don’t want you
I want to go far away
I know how much you torment
Whatever reason , I want you anyway.

I can’t do this
I can’t keep falling
I’m addict all over again

All I think of getting it
To get lit and feel numb each day
I’m sober & I hate
I’m reminded why it is
I seek an escape

I see you in colors
that others see only in black and white
I see your rays
shining through the thick grey clouds
I see your light
like a distant star, burning bright
yet close enough to feel warm and real
I see the colors in
what others see as dull eyes
to me was true and loving, without a lie
I see the sunset in your eyes—
and when they ask me,
"what do you see in him?"
my eyes will tell,
"what is there not to see?"
my heart will tell,
"what is there not to love?"

i try to forget that i loved you
either of you
because when i think of it
you are exactly the same
from his soft brown hair
to your hard brown eyes
you both said that you loved me
and i believed you in the same
so I ask one thing of you both
do not tell me that silence is golden
when the music turns off
but i can still hear you singing in my heart
and i can't get you out of my head