Ripping out pages and crumpling paper Lately I can't just express without saying Something too raw pulling **** out the closet Leave grown women sobbing this **** is bizzare just Bare with me I'm sorry my life is revolving I'm falling in hallways get faded to jot this Can't bring you up every girl I'm involved with Hates you to death, because I share my heart with You and you only Only you see my side We've loved and we've lied and we've cuddled and cried We built up our pride We've drank and gotten high But every sober moment Protected my mind You rejected my kind gestures and efforts in time made me realize I played the Jester Just to get by Wonder why did I lose love? Well at least I did try Stealing you rings just to make you all mine Still remember your size Those seven point fives that you'd take off at night I know you lost a couple shouldn't come as a surprise We both lost it all even who we both are These emotional scars make what we had hard to find I'm just stuck in the car strapped along for the ride I tapped in to the side of me that's still too in love I know its too much and you don't want to rush, but
Me and you were playing house Start thinking that I'm losing touch Falling asleep together on Mare's couch Maybe I should loosen up When I leave you and I go home I start forgetting what it is Gotta keep in mind our two beautiful kids I mean that's *reason enough to ******* live
Why are we wasting our relationship on other relationships?* You know how sticky these situations get You go up higher than me some days You know what I think we could be some day But you already know my side of things, man
rocket ships and blooming flowers, i feel as though i've gargled with shampoo but in a good way where i'm fizzing from the
inside
out,
all the way
up my throat
and through my nose. i have been finding myself in the cracked porcelain of my shower, in his laugh lines, in my mother's
smile smile smile
for me please. didn't i used to love to be here for a lens why would i have ever hated my own mouth? there is so much b e a u t y in these curves and cr ev ic es. i am so proud to be the owner of these
Your eyes aren't stars That eclipse the night; Your lips aren't balm That soothe my blight; Your ******* aren't downy To allay my fright; Your arms aren't limbs For carving your fight; Your legs aren't vices That hold me tight.
I am a house with paint in ugly layers of caked on hurt, ***** hate and manipulation I'm scraping it off strip by strip to my foundation and rebuilding my soul
I trusted you, more than enough. I had closure, just not enough. I was woman, more than enough. You had me, just not enough. You taught me, more than enough. I loved me, just not enough. I loved you, more than enough. You loved me, just not enough.