I just wanted to make you smile Your eyes were sad And your heart had a void I wanted to fill you up And give you the warmth That I was searching for But I ended up making you bleed And I'm sorry I just wanted to love you
I wore our relationship like an old noose Because I liked the feeling of the heaviness , the feeling of my breath slowly escaping me But it was always my fault. Your words spit fire leaving my heart aching Your hand print rests on my skin as a reminder that I was wrong. I apologize that I keep falling apart before your glue has time to dry. But I’m tired and ashamed My glue doesn’t want to stick anymore I have kissed boys Girls People in between but lately I’ve been kissing bottles Their lips are colder than yours The blade that kisses my wrist reminds me that I’m not alone Because I would rather bleed to know I’m alive then try to pick myself back up for you, but , I apologize for my broken heart.
Oh, but when you said i could fall... In love! You never mentioned, that no one else had ever survived the fall. My chest feels like, a tsunami about to hit china. I knew loving you wouldn't be easy... But even lucifer survived the fall. They say the "journey of a thousand miles begins with a step". But... What am i supposed to do if i have no feet??
you say you love rain, but you use an umbrella to walk under it. you say you love the sun, but you seek shelter when it is shining. you say you love the wind, but when it comes you close the windows.
so that's why I’m scared when you say you love me.
As my heart aches Falls apart and breaks I feel at peace My emotions cease I exist in solitary Forever wary Of things to haunt me As I nestle into to a fir tree I felt broken I felt stolen By the girl who Whisked my heart askew As I stare into my despair I tell you beware Of the heartbroken world That is worse than the underworld Endless darkness Endless starkness Nothing to feel Nothing to conceal That nothing is worse Than the broken heart curse