Felt so much pain that I forgot that I could cry to find relief
But how to cry when you get used to it, like grief.
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always asking but never addressed, is it that hard to give?

I love you , I love showing it; I love expressing it. I want you to feel that
Every fiber of my being loves you. I value you, I respect you.

You are not perfect, you're far from it, but who is. I see your flaws and imperfections, and you are not afraid to show it because you are not ashamed of who you are, and I love you for that. You still commit mistakes, have some toxic traits, but that can be managed. You hear me out, you give me space, and you provide things that I don't need to ask for.You're the guy that I prayed for, so please be the one. They say timing plays a big part, so why not make this the right because you'll never know unless you commit to it.

You deserve everything that the world can offer; it may be tangible or intangible. I may not be the perfect girl for you, but I can be the right one for you.

My heart is beating fast
Had I taken too much caffeine?
Was I running too fast?
Did I fail a test?
Too many things lurking in my mind

Then I remembered
I was thinking of you
Your eyes that stares right thru me
Your smile when you looked at me
Your taste when you kissed me
and Your warmth when you hugged me

It pains me that you're nowhere near
I am missing you badly
Come home to me
I'll be waiting.............

never to deep
never enough to die
but enough to feel the pain;
enough to scream inside