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 Nov 2024 Dani Just Dani
Izzi
I don’t think I love you anymore

I mean I think I will always love you
But,
I don’t think I’m in love with you anymore.

My tears
Have flowed
For years
For you
Only you

Now,
My eyes are dry
Amigo,
te busco en los demás
Tu amistad saturó y
llenó las grietas
en mi ser

Te vas
Regresas
Te disculpas
Lava y repite

Claro, te extraño
pero, como puedo
extrañar a alguien
que nunca conocí?

Me conformo y
me complazco
con un desconocido
Lava y repite
A veces siento que estoy intentando a reemplazar a una amistad que tuve y lo busco entre otras personas. Pero eso nunca se podrá reemplazar
A veces
me siento tan sola
Es un dolor que
araña,
pica, y
me escupe

Dicen que
el tiempo
sana
las heridas

Pero la soledad
vive con el tiempo,
agüita.
Quisiera estar
cómoda
estando sola

Pero,
como puedo
cuando es
todo lo que
soy?
Algun día estaré cómoda en mi piel
Loving you is the
One stupid idea that
I'll never regret having
How could I ever do so...?
The sun drifts through the window,
dust motes floating like thoughts half-formed.
Morning hums with routine, soft and slow,
coffee brews, the sky yawns,
waiting for me to step into its pace.

A clock ticks, each second
pulls the day forward—
busy, but not filled.
I move through it, a bit like a dreamer
on autopilot, watching the world
without quite being in it.

Conversations blur,
laughter echoes but doesn't stick,
emails come and go like the wind.
Lunch, then more work,
a few moments stolen for myself,
writing or scrolling, feeling
the weight of being here,
not quite anywhere else.

Then evening falls,
the sky's colors spilling like ink,
painting the world with quiet.
I sit in the transit bus,
no rushing,
letting time slip like water
through my fingers,
I miss the sunset
the starry night.

The projector hums,
a distant knockoff
starry sky unfolds
I let the lights flicker
as the music wraps around me,
Beach House playing  
But not in a Beach House—
their sound echoes
through my room,
the ocean I never see
rolling in waves of melody,
familiar and distant,
like a dream that never quite comes true.

The night ends,
a story without resolution,
just a pause
before tomorrow begins again.
So many places we could go so many versions we could be but we chose to work and pay rent :(
I beg for you to message
It seems I haven't learned my lesson
Still selfish in my worldly pursuits
Self-absorbed and bored

I don't allow time for grief
At least thats what I've come to think
I allow the fire to burn within my heart
Allow myself to be ignored and gored
Today I've just laid
In my bed the entire day
Feeling absolutely numb
And that's what scares
Me the most...

I don't wanna go down
That road again
Every word feels off... everything feels off. But I kinda needed to write it anyway.
 Nov 2024 Dani Just Dani
Nemusa
Pills rattle on cue,
Cats purr in soft solace true.
Sofa hugs my frame,
Netflix whispers, sleep reclaims—
Healing slow, the hours accrue.
Yesterday I stayed home was too sick and in pain to move. Today I'm only going to help my friends, I desperately need to rest.
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