A part of me died that day
Right along with you
I wish we would've been miles away from home
So the first responders couldn't have reached me in time
I never wanted to live without you
But the ambulance came
They pronounced you dead on the scene
Instantly dead just like that
They worked so hard to save me
But I was already gone too
My spirit was still with yours
Trapped in that shell of a car
You promised you would never leave me
And now I'm the one that left you

Throwing daggers at the mirror
Hoping one might motivate me
Disgusted, hoping to be just a little more...
Just a little more...
Maybe then...
If I just...
I. Can't.

Nothing is going to satisfy self hatred
It takes and takes and is always wanting more
Funny thing that after a while we are left feeling like nothing
Not enough
Never enough
We believe it too

Eyes glued to our idea of what's "wrong" with ourselves
But what's really wrong is our eyes
Blinded by the lies of society