Stop setting yourself on fire for people who will sit back and watch you burn.

Son,
I don't think you get it.
I don't think you understand her.
Her guard is up and son, this only happens when a woman has loved someone so deeply with all of herself, that it literally in the end broke her.
She literally ended up in shackles behind the bars of pure betrayal.
She's just protecting her own heart for further destruction.
Woman that seem hardest to love, in most cases deserve it the most.
You may not understand this son, but it was your mother that taught me this lesson.

Look at you wearing my hat.
You know I love it when you flip it round back.
You never looked so ****.
I love watching you sing your favorite song.
I used to turn it off when it came on.
But now, its my favorite song.
Whenever you're not around and that song comes on,
I can't help but sing along.

How do you not know what you do to me.
You've changed me, and you don't even realize.
You turn ordinary, everyday things,
Into something beautiful cause that's Just what you are...
You're beautiful.

I love looking at you.
And I love the way you look at me.
I love watching you skip to my old pickup truck.
Hopping in my front seat.
Sliding over just to be close to me.
Holding my hand, just happy being with me.
There's so many things you don't realize, that make loving you so easy.


Remember when we went to that old dive bar, on the outskirts of town.
We got a little tipsy with some of your old girl friends.
You were so cute, and I couldn't take my eyes off of you.
Watching you on that dance floor,  laughing with your friends about your dancing skills.
All the while, you're making eyes at me.
Looking back now, I'd say this was
the moment I fell in love with you.

Just like how I was feeling.
You're simply intoxicating.
Sitting back watching you drinkin' that drink.
Watching you bite your lower lip as you take a sip.
You have no idea what you're doing to me.
You're driving me crazy.

You could have any man in here.
You could have any man you want.
Can't help but notice all the guys looking at you.
But you're here with me.
I don't feel threatened.
I feel like the luckiest ******* around, because they'll never have what's mine.


When I look at you, I see forever.
Something I never thought I wanted, until now.
You came into my life like a rip tide.
You've bewitched me.
You've changed me as a man.
All I wanna do is love you and spend the rest of my days loving you.

F. Scott Fitzgerald said it perfectly.
"And in the end, we were all just humans.. drunk on the idea that love, only love, could heal our brokeness."

I can say without a doubt Fitzgerald  knew his fair share of love and love lost.

Just like me...
Loving you, was my greatest lesson.
As I learned that even though you are broken my love, as endless As it was for you... I could never heal your brokeness.

My life lay in ruin as I cannot fathom you not being by my side.
Food has lost its taste.
Colors aren't the same.
I'm not me without you.
I'd give anything just to see you.
Hear your laughter.
Kiss your full beautiful lips.
Watch as your cheeks flush when I tell you how much I love looking at you, and how the green of your eyes seems to put a spell over me.

I'm just yours...
I'd give anything just to lay beside you again and get lost in nothing but you.

How can you deny me your love, when I'd wait an eternity just to earn it...
just to have it...