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Alex Sep 2022
He stares through me
with my red eyes
and i cannot help but think
that some things
are best left
alone.
Alex Sep 2022
The sun is up- there it is!
bright and bright in the
newly-born sky.

What a thing
to see, to feel, to grow
into like a sunflower.

It pulls
it pulls
it pulls me in
in towards its stand-alone glory.
butter coloured and proud,
matriarchal,
made to last.

The sun is up- there it is
burning white into my sockets
empty, always empty-
staring at things I cannot see
searching for answers that cannot be found.

Burning, always burning
Burnout is what he calls me
Ash and ash and ash-
made of gas, is it?

The sun is up- there it is
tendrils of flame too large to
see, to feel, to grow into
like a sunflower.

turning heads irrevocably
Burning skin
piercing sockets
empty, always empty

Yet there it is,
filling the sky with one absolute
One absolute
Father, Mother, Son, daughter-
Nuclear.

The sun is up- there it is
bright
and bright
and beautiful.
Alex Sep 2022
It fills the sky
with one absolute, one absolute
mother, father, daughter, son
nuclear.
Alex Sep 2022
We have mastered the art
of silence. It wraps
around us, and I have never felt so
safe.
on old one written about an ex, but it still applies
Alex Mar 2022
I have, on my youtube, playlists of men.
kissing.

allow me to excuse myself, but it's not for fun and pleasure
it's quite the opposite, it's for my displeasure
but that's not entirely true.

I have them there
to remind me
that those men
will never be
me. I will never
Kiss someone
Hold someone
Love someone
like they do for eachother.

It's a feeling deep within my bones, a longing not to be ignored, a longing to hold and to be held. To kiss and be kissed.
to love
and be loved...
in a certain kinda way.
hahaha gay funee amirite
Alex Mar 2022
oh my dear
oh my darling
oh my sweetie
does it hurt you? to see them like this? to see you like this?
can you feel yourself slipping away, the colour draining from you until you are a cold hard husk of yourself?
does it feel good?
oh my baby
oh I'm so sorry
I never meant to hurt you
but it's ok now, all is well
you can fade and be deaf to the world in my muffling embrace.
I know I'm not who I'm meant to be and it ******* kills me as much as it kills them.
  Jan 2022 Alex
Melody Mann
You are integral to the functioning of this universe,
You hold merit in your pursuit and ambitions,
Be present with your body and still your mind,
You are capable of overcoming even the worst hurdles life has to offer,
This too shall pass,
Be patient with yourself.
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