(read forward, then backward, line by line)

I ran.
Not knowing what else to do
There was so much blood on my hands
It was mine
The kitchen knife
Caught in my chest
Guilt
Consumed by
Fear
I was heightened by
Adrenaline
But running on
Wasn’t enough
While trying to stay calm,
Losing control
It was me that would end up
Dead. Because
He was
In front of me
The whole time
It was too late
Trapped
I found myself
Locked in chains
My fate was
Death.

if tonight
I fall into eternal sleep
god please save me
take me away
take me to the place you dwell
This lenten fast
lasts
alas
prahaps
tommorow
Ends at last

How many thumbs down can I get?
How many thumbs down can I get?
Thumbs up are too good for me,
I don't deserve them as you can see
So how many Thumbs down can I get?

Heavy boy
limping down
Broken ankles
shattered frown
wants a house
wants a wife
even if
she ruins his life
he chuckles then
realizing that
nothing was worse
then his bulging fat
fat from hate
fat from sins
fat from hating
the things he was given
nothing was worse
then what he was he thought
till one day he met her,
that one ungrateful thot
she really hated him
she hated him a lot
not '*** he was ugly
not '*** he was soft
she really hated him
'*** his skin was falling off