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  Dec 2014 Brittany
Sombro
I take cold showers because
they're supposed to help
To cure depression
They don't
I just shiver
Like I do
When I'm depressed
  Dec 2014 Brittany
Jinxx
Some times I wake up missin' you
Some times I wake up glad your gone
Either way its still gonna hurt

Like a knife to the back
Like glass to my gut
Its all gonna hurt

Either way it still hurts

Like a hole in my chest
Like blood on my arms
You still feel the pain

Either way it still hurts
Meh
  Dec 2014 Brittany
Tupelo
Dressed in black,
I came to witness,
Every tear that fell,
All the bouquets they sent,
Photographs of old memories,
The twilight in the room,
Carefully chosen conversations,
The heading on the tombstone,
I am sorry for your loss,
I'm sorry it was me.
  Dec 2014 Brittany
Kathy J Parenteau
Sticks and Stones

Sticks and stones will
surely break bones
leaving scares we cannot hide,
but words can sting like bumble bees
when two wrongs simply collide.
Fractures can be fixed
while broken hearts reflect,
walls are built around the soul
if only to protect.
Sorry's such a simple word
though seldom ever said,
pride most often wins
harboring anger instead.
Sticks and stones we need not fear
it's the bruises we cannot see,
that hurt us must of all,
I honestly believe.

Written By Kathy J Parenteau
Copyright © 03/13/2014
All Rights Reserved
  Dec 2014 Brittany
Unwanted
I miss you
so much my heart beats out my chest
I'm trying to past this test
But God knows I need you
and as i fight my demons
struggle to find who I am
To become a real man
I realize i will never be complete
without you
and I know you don't love me
the way i want you to
and you don't want to spend the rest of your life with me
something I never fully believed we would do
but I still had hope
but that's leaving me
the same way i left you
Brittany Dec 2014
Why am I so conflicted?
This shouldn't be so hard to figure out
It's a yes or no question
Why is it so difficult to decide?
Should I ask my parents
To take me to therapy?
Or should I just keep writing down my feelings
In a book no one will ever see?
I've spent months trying to decide
But I can't make a decision
Will the person really care?
Or just give me a mouthful of *******?
It's easy for me to tell strangers my feelings
So why is it so hard for me to go?
Ugh
I need help
But I'm too scared to ask
This is a topic that i have spent many months trying to decide on. My father offered to take me to talk to someone, but i dont know if the offer is still open. Plus we don't have a lot of money at the moment. I really need help with this decision. I you'd like to give me you're opinion feel free to.
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