I’ve memorized the lines
They make me sick
Because I DON’T WANT THIS

I DO NOT WANT THESE PILLS

I DO NOT WANT THESE DRUGS

I DO NOT WANT THESE DOCTORS

I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE


I WANT TO WANT TO LIVE




and instead. I’m reading another bottle
Over
And over


And man..... how all these bottles in my drawer....
They make me wonder........
What would happen......
If... if what they tried to use to fix me.......
If it could end me.....

i'd do anything for you, use me as you will-
i only wished i had the same will to use myself, still

I never
thought
you would
be
my friend,
but
God sometimes
puts
people like
us
together for
a reason.

Heavy
It’s the only word I have
The only feeling