the last time i stayed up late at,
it was because no matter what i tried
you wouldn't leave my mind
i hope the the next time i do,
even if i don't try, it would be because
you wouldn't want to leave my side
i was always behind you
and somehow it was enough;
loving you from afar
i keep asking,
when will i ever see you?
perhaps i should ask first if,
you'd like to see me too?
and i try to distract myself with anything
just to forget the sadness
that i feel inside
but i can't seem to
find time to do anything
because of the sadness that i feel inside
don't get me wrong,
i'm really happy that i get to talk to you.
but this sadness, is just so overwhelming;
i feel that just talking is barely enough
to ease the aches and pain of missing you
i want to see you
as tiring as this day was,
it got better when you asked me how it was
remember when you said
"i may not promise you anything, but i want you to believe"?
because i do.
and right now,
i may not be promising, but i want you to believe.