Anything
I will take anything to get this feeling out of my chest
This headache out of my head
I can't take it.
I want it out
with blood
with a pill
with cancer in a stick.
Anything please
Just make me forget I exist.
I just wish
I loved life a little less.

I think it is time to set down the phone
Set down the poetry
and take a step back.
Cause what I am reading
Is only hurting me

Hidden away
In dark places
Lie secrets
Forever mistakes
So hide away
Don't talk to others
It is better that way
Cause others cause drama

Keep your secrets
Keep them away.
Don't let the others know
How you feel in anyway.

bind my wrists
then throw me overboard
into the ocean
that is overwhelmingly yours
just pin my arms down
and hold me to the floor
don't even give me the option
to look at the door
deny me the right
to leave this room
like my sole purpose
is to be with you
forbid me to go
i want you to do it
your waters are rough
but your movements are so fluid

I am so sorry.

For every time I hurt you..

For every cruel word I’ve ever said to you..

For not seeing what you needed most..

For not being kind to you as much as everyone else..

For every tear you have wasted..

For every time I stepped on your heart..

For every time I didn’t believe in you..

For every time I didn’t listen to you.

I am so sorry.

For ripping you apart..

For destroying the beautiful things in you..

For always making you pay the price..

And I apologise for all the wrongdoings I caused you!

Forgive this fallible human that is you.

I am so sorry.

The lie slipped off my tongue like poison
And into the tea to my loved ones
It hurt my chest
My breath coming fast
But I couldn't help but lie
to make everything alright
Push my problems under the carpet
And pretend it is all fine
I am alright
I promise
Another lie
Slipping out of my cheeks

Don't tell me I'm wrong for wanting love.
Don't tell me not to cry over people.

If I don't love who will love me. No one.
So... Don't tell me not to love because
all I ever wanted-

was to be loved by you.