I wake to a world,
I no longer know,
The pain that I feel,
Has begun to grow,
The life that I live,
Is no longer worth it,
But then it dawns,
I never had it.

This voice in my mind,
Screams at me that it’s time,
To lose control,
And say goodbye to it all!

We adorn our masks, of physical taste.
While our mental states, lay in waste.
We keep up face, and carry on.
So you do not see, how far we've gone.
We turn our eyes, on to you.
To stop you seeing, straight through.
We fear our minds, and what they do.
For time alone, is time to rue.

It spoke again,
In the dark recess of my mind,
This voice of mine,
The one I blame,
For all my crimes!

I am whatever I need to be.
I am never what I want to be.