And so I found you.
Not where I left you,
but still thinking
of me.

And so I found him,
not far away
but right next to me
with open arms.
God
Never abandoned me.
I was the one who left.

“And so i eat less,
so that the empty feeling inside me
might have a reason”

“ So i cry not out of pain,
but of the emptiness that has found
his home in me”

“Perhaps I have left to many pieces of myself in the books i’ve read”
“I have left so much of myself in so many places, in different worlds,
with different people.”
“ I have broken my heart over
and over
with all the endings i have read”

“𝙀𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙚”
“I trusted my depression so greatly that when it tried to leave, I found reasons for it to stay”

“You were slain”
    “And all made sense”
“How to live”
“How to see”
“What oxygen to breath”
“The only song my blood sang as it flowed to the floor was
𝑅𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓃𝑔𝑒“
𝘏𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘶𝘴