"We're stuck in an endless loop", I told her

"As long as I am with you, their is no quarrel" ,she responds

"We're stuck in an endless loop", I told her

I shall never part the warm grasp of your hand", she responds

"We're stuck in an endless loop", I told her

"As long as your eyes, never walk out that door, I shall never deny my place beside you", she responds

We're stuck in an endless loop", I told her
But she was never there to begin with
All I remember was the filth  
That was once her scent
That still has me broke and bent

I find your soul within my hands,
My power is to great
My people love me
These coins are as bright as the sun
Everything I touch, brings me riches
But everything I touch I lose happiness

You bring me riches
Your eyes are as bright as diamonds
While your hair is as slick as silver

I find your soul within my hands
I wish I could feel your warmth
I wish I could hold your hand
With you, I wish I can grow old
But every time we touch
you turn into gold

There are galaxies in my throat
all named after you.

I have finally been acquainted with the word alone
We met awhile ago, but today he finally knocked on my door
Its as if I’m writing a musical piece, and he’s messing up the tone
He’s ripping me apart , Caution intense blood and gore

I guess I need to go to the bottle again, to cure the pain
Trying not to puke up, the only happiness I saved
I’m just walking across the track, waiting for the train
Getting ready to jump out the window, feeling the need to get paved

I think I just need to settle down
The meaning of happiness drowned in its own *****
I’m forcing a rusty crowbar to get rid of this frown
The rusty needles, are whispering come on try it

So it sit here, alone
Trying to grab the phone

The dark alley way
Filled with the stench of death
Filled with the stench of blood
The stench of shooting up with needles
Walking through this alley way bouncing around from trash can to trash can
Like i'm playing ping pong with my self
The tattoo on my back burns my very soul every time i think about it
Wait, what was I thinking about again
Whatever;
I pass out next to my cardboard box , 
and collection of needles,
Those are my hobbies,
haunted by the visions of my son,
haunted by the visions of my abused wife
Where are they?
Waking up in this alley way,
Its almost as bad being mentally abused,
by my own mother
my own father
Out side I see my brother
caught by the cops again
But he's no where to be seen,
Love is no where in my brain
Family is no where near the same
My only family are these beer bottles and rats
This drug ******* my soul out like bats
Face down, half way passed out
a light peers down the alley way and it says something to me
Father, is that you

Collecting thoughts, imagination as vivid as the colours of a sunset.
The endless saturday, the drinking, the endless sun.
As the sun beats down on your face, and they reveal more and more skin
You look around and lovers are everywhere
None of them care
The day is to bright and the future is endless
Colours blazing brighter than the sun
All the girls, don’t want a son
But you can care less, the sun is endless and so is your life,
Every time the sun is up, you find the fountain of youth again.
Turning you from 18 to 7
Caring is not your middle name
The world is your toy
So skate around the board walk listening to 3005
Searching for a new potential lover
new goal
You don’t look for cover,
like a mole
Cause you are reincarnated
You remember that school is today
but why go on such a beautiful day
the future is now
whats the point of sitting around like a cow
The ocean as blue as the sky
where your dreams are shelled
in a bright yellow sphere
and as the sun goes down after the day
Now son don’t be in such a dismay
Forecast says, you’ll be young forever