I feel like I've seen it all
From the hatred to the corruption
"Wow
A 16 year old kid thinks she knows everything that goes on in the world"

See people judge a person without seeing their background
As the saying goes "don't judge a book by it's cover"

I've been born in the cruel reality known as life way too early
For my age
Being abused and bullied was a hobby for them
On me

I've died before I even lived or loved

I've always cried for help and I still do
But the problem is they can't hear me
My scream for help is as loud as a baby's whisper

My heart was so big
I couldn't bother telling anyone about my problems but rather make everyone around me smile with happiness

A sacrifice I took without doubt

I suffer everyday to make me feel okay
What I have is not a mental health issue
It's a disease implanted in my brain by memory and emotion
Don't try making this a trend
Im far too depressed to respond to the
"Are you okay?"s Or "Talk to me"s

I know what's wrong me and I know why
Don't break me down with words
Take me for walks
Give me hugs
I need comfort
Not "TALKS"
It hurts when i express my emotions
To a point that I suppress them
Why can't you get it?
Isn't trying to **** myself enough?

To make you realize that I need you to hug me

Sitting in the corner of a dark room
Feeling empty,lost and alone
Something she tries to fill but can't
A cry for help
Hidden behind a fake smile
She tries to save herself
Only to hurt herself again