Alone
Unfolding...
I am mourning before the dawn
unveiling
crumpled bedspread sheets
a hollow space
where comfort once found
your slumber deep,
I find an echo
of your breath
as my tears interrupt
a yawn / a stretch
while trust feels like a home
invasion,
a **** save for the flesh...
I am a trail of moisture
upon the cheeks, the searching
throughout a graveyard home
yielding empty halls,
bleak,
of no fruition / a tomb;
I am the ache within
Darkly,
My harsh and sordid
imagination / disambiguations
roaming
To thoughts of you
in someone else's fever
a slicing cut that opens
and equals that pain
unleashing avalanche of blood
but it's only a crimson thought
which floods,
again & again...
I’m in that home, now
kept unkempt
like the dust on portraits’
sepia gloom… and
the sound of bare feet
clapping
hardest upon wooden floors
In a saloon
lacking conversations
without a care taken
of why / from where / or whom
I once had strength
which waned
Like the more ocean waves
punch the cliffs and shore,
my reserves began again to drain.
I collapse into bed
On pillows, I lay.
I am the hope which wants
what lived once before
Loud out-cries' / begets prayers
to ancestral sky
fearful hearts and minds
life alive yet
Afraid
to die….in due
Time
I am a tomorrow of love yet made
inept of any trust
I have been blind told to break...
(My iron will to rust)
I am alone
since gone are the yesterdays
you romanced such secrets
with escapades
(grinders found in spades)
I am the hush that must escape
never getting to know
the calligraphy & the colors,
all the facets of love's very face,
unfeeling
replaced
I am a violin
from some distant space,
far and away
a wish
a yearning
as California’s burning
Asking kindly
Love me
if only
for the sake of today
for I am
lonely...
for I am the light
each night
unfolding...
Namaste goddesse.
Peace be, Love.