Like a broken vase
Never whole again
Like a broken plate
Never usable again

My mind is seeking refuge
It hurts, it makes me suffer
My soul is exhausted
My spirit is about to faint

Overwhelmed by depression
Breathing, yet barely alive
But still denying the fact
That I'm just a weak and empty soul

My heart is throbbing
My wings are broken
My wound is irreparable
But I still want to cherish this moment

I close my eyes in anguish
Knowing that my flame won't spark anymore
As my time reached its terminus
All I hear is the pounding of my fragile heart

The way you hug me
The way you talk with me without voice
The way you need me

Is enough to show me that I'm still needed
Soundless love that motivates me to live
Thank you, my dear student

If it wasn't for you,
I would feel so worthless
Thank you for keeping me alive.

Darkness
Is the only thing that I can see
In my future
Everything turns black

But isn't it better
Then to see my future self commit suicide
And incapacitated forever

That dream haunts me so often
That I already see that as a real thing
Now everytime I imagine my future
All I see is total black

And it gives me anxiety.

Busy city life
Wake up in the morning
Get ready for work
Traffic-jam
Work
Traffic-jam on the way home
Little time to relax
And it repeats

I want to escape
But I can't leave this city
Because of responsibilities
So how?

Soothing sounds of nature
River flowing
Birds singing in the forest
Rain sounds

All in Youtube
I plugged my earphone
Close my eyes
And start listen to it

So relaxing
So this is where I can escape
If I can't go anywhere
Then just escape to my own world of imagination.