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Jul 2020 · 220
April 2013
A R Sylvester Jul 2020
No more days of pain and un-settlety

I found an angel, she havers right above me.

No more pain, she took it all away from me.

Replaced it with a kiss, now nothing but happiness surrounds me.

Laughter, no more envy.

Smiles lessen the hypocrisy.

Kisses in lighten our purity, hugs bring her closer to me.

Trying to discover her in words is like looking for gold. Brass and iron, a tin overload.

Every metal man has found and sold. None are worth more than a touch by her gentle soul.

An overload of gold wouldn't make me care for another soul. She is my whole, everything I need bundled into a beautiful , beautiful

soul.

So when?  ({Huyen})

won't you come to me. Forget the past, it will shatter like glass.

Hold to me, my warmth will neglect the cold.

Stay with me, we can lay til we get old.

Think of me, and the poems I try to mold

About you My love

The girl that'll never age

She carries a heart laced by gold.

Surrounded by her body, the most beautiful thing doesn't come close.

Yes, I found an angel. She havers above me.

No more pain

She took it away from me.

Now nothing but happiness is surrounding me.
I was catfishsd for 2 years . i was 17 .
I forget how much. I truly loved her.
Huyen was her fake name...
Going to post a few
Jun 2020 · 160
Dear Mother
A R Sylvester Jun 2020
Dear mother,

We are your babies for a little while.
Then we grow and explore our independence.
We swear we will never sound like you.
Until...One day we do.
At first it shocks us.
And yes, we will try to push away.
Then we have children.
Again... we repeat what you say.
By that time we realize a thing or two.
Then we understand why you do what you do.
When we reach that conclusion.
Things will have changed.
We will feel sorrow...
We will feel guilt...
We will cherish the blanket,
That you took the time to quilt.
We will not see this coming.
But things will really change.
The ones who call us their babies.
Become our babies in a way.
Our babies are there.
And gone in a day.
Lost my mother a year ago this poem is dedicated to her.
One of my favorite
May 2020 · 179
Love Delusion
A R Sylvester May 2020
A love like this isn't a love to miss
I visit my memories of happiness
Of Bliss
In my head
Painted fiction drowns out my vision.
The realization that ...
This isn't Love
Attachment at best
I fear
I fear
my dear , our love is but a game .. a shame
We hurt each other to feel love  we create to blind our pain
Last account @roccosilvestrie repost. I love this
May 2020 · 216
A beautiful disaster
A R Sylvester May 2020
A beautiful disaster

I just want to strive through the pain in a stride

I don't want to keep asking myself why
I'm sick of always having to say good bye

No longer will tears fall from my eyes
So at least in the end, I can say I tried
 
- NIKKIA ENNO
Nikkia Enno a beautiful disaster.
Apr 2020 · 303
THE WORDS YOU CANNOT SAY
A R Sylvester Apr 2020
THE WORDS YOU                    CANNOT SAY
The words you cannot say
    Could possibly change the a day
Save a life
                 Change ones view --
      -- Away from that of which they thought they knew
      
The words you cannot say ..
                      
                 The wounds, you caused ,
Will not go away...

           You try but---
cannot turn away....
      For you're the cause of so much hardship and dismay----
---This may be the only way
                  To say that witch you cannot say---
         -----  They, may be the words you needed
to overcome the  memories that can't be deleted...

The feelings will be never depleted
   Unless you speak it ....
  

The words I cannot say
         Haunt me til this day...
Wishing  you could speak up. Or wanting to make a situation better  but  fearing that you will have the opposite effect

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