IM A MESS* ever since I was 18 ,
Looking at a PHOTOGRAPH ,
While THINKING OUT LOUD .
Then I SEE FIRE in my heart.

"YOU DON'T NEED ME, I DON'T NEED YOU"
That was what you said to me,
How I wish you could TAKE IT BACK and GIVE ME LOVE
Because I'm DRUNK ,
And I'm back to square ONE because of you.

THE MAN has given you hope,
that made my LEGO HOUSE fall down into pieces,
Along with the AUTUMN LEAVES,
that falls onto the ground.

"DON'T" , a word that was worth everything.
It gave me a GOLD RUSH ,
Ever since we were GRADE 8,
You were in the A TEAM .

the letter said
"yours forever and ever and ever,
Alex"

your eyes said
"you are the lens through which I see everything"

that is significant
to know that I have gathered
(like raspberries in a basket)
that many portions of

your heart

said I can unzip the veins
and slip quietly into its chamber
whenever it rains
(a snug little sleeping bag for my loneliness)

a soul is a living, breathing thing,
always growing back

(when the rains are over,
there will be more raspberries
you will offer them to me)

come May,

"you'll have all that I can possibly give,
forever."

Wondering where you've been all my life.
Take me into your loving arms.
I just started living.
Darling, I will be loving you till we're 70.
Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars.

When you say you need me,
know I need you more.
Place your head on my beating heart.

I'm scared.
Oh, so scared.
But when you're near me,
I feel like I'm standing with an army
of men armed with weapons.

Maybe we found love right where we are.

I love lying next to you.
I could do this for eternity,
you and me.

When my hair's all gone and my memories
        fade,
I know you will still love me the same.

When you say you love me,
know I love you more.

I have insomnia, the night is longer for me that for most
I lay in one spot all night afraid to roll over and face the nightmare next to me, I don't look up because there is a demon above me and don't make me mention the beast the rests under my bed waiting for me to sleep so it can crawl into my mind and leave me with nightmares, its just as he said; When the darkness creeps in, I feel my nightmares watching me. He had never been so accurate in his life.