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Life is scary. You know?

Not the kind of scary you get from horror movies or a haunted house.
Not the kind of scary like when you think you forgot your keys locked in the car.
Not the kind of scary like when you think one of your friends finally decided to leave this world for good.
Not the kind of scary that is sharp needle point followed by the release of realization.

No.
Life is not that kind of scary.

It's the kind of scary that follows you closely.
It's the kind of scary that shakes you awake at night just to let you stare back at its void.
It's the kind of scary that sits on your shoulder and taunts you for every waking second that it can take you when it pleases.
It's the kind of scary that pulls your blood from your arteries.
It's the kind of scary that revels in the sight of your tears.

It's the kind of scary that lingers, persists, torments, and never, ever leaves.
 Aug 2016 Kelsi Ann michalek
nina
Do you think that the moon ever gets lonely,
when the ocean is still and the stars won't shine
as bright as the night before?
Do you think that I ever get lonely,
when my lips won't feel your skin and my hands
get so numb that I can't hold you anymore?
 Jan 2016 Kelsi Ann michalek
a
if you can't sleep,
            then you cant dream.
                             if you cant dream,
                                      then what's life mean?
bullet
eyes wide
cold skin
messy hair
wrapped in a blanket

tired body
glass of gin
a good book
no light
no help
no one to talk to
 Jan 2016 Kelsi Ann michalek
Emmy
I am the sun
and you
are the moon:
my tidal-wave
tears
are controlled
by you

So when it’s 2am
in the middle of the night,
I know why
I can’t
sleep tight.
I'm in love with you and I'm so ****** about it. Because I want to scream at you but not as much as I want to kiss you.
And it keeps me up all ******* night.
Sleep evades
her,
while she's assaulted,
by her relentless thoughts.
Still wide awake.
I sing to the moon
Hoping that you hear me
Like a wolf without a pack
You invade my thoughts
Live in my dreams
So I'm cracked up on caffeine
Trying not to sleep
Since I can't stand to see you, unless its real.
You're my insomnia
*Keeping me awake at night
I hope she reads these. Even if it's irrelevant.
As it is, your words cut me like a knife.
I don’t know how much longer I can take the pain.
For the next couple of months, I’m going to put aside a pill for every thing you say to me that hurts me.
And when I finally can’t take it anymore, I’ll swallow all the pills at once and end it all.
Simple
To my best friend who may be reading this... Please understand that I am just venting... I love you too much to go anywhere
Why have you left me
I can't live without you
You made me want to live
Now all I want to do is hang
Please don't leave me now
Not at the time I need you the most.
Please dont leave
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