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Cece Nov 2019
i can't cry you a river,
i don't have that many tears left to give,
but i can cry you a poem.
i can sift through our memories
drown in our old love,
and cry because it's all gone.
i don't have that many tears left to give,
but i can cry you a poem.
i still have words
and rhymes and
way too much time.
i don't have that many tears left to give,
but i can cry you a poem.
i can take you back to the old days,
love letters and lip gloss
and sweet innocence.
i don't have that many tears left to give,
but i can cry you a poem.
maybe not a sonnet,
and i can't sing, so it won't be a song,
but it'll remind you of spring and summer and good.
i don't have that many tears left to give,
but i can cry you a poem.
a poem that i can throw in your face,
to make you regret the fights,
the cold, the shattered pieces of me.

i don't have that many tears left to give,
because i cried them all that night.
i wrote a whole poem, thought of the title "cry me a poem" and scratched the entire poem bc i thought of this so :)
Cece Nov 2019
I hate myself.
There. I said it.
Nothing feels better though.
Admitting it is weird.
People are gonna answer
and use that tone:
"no you shouldn't!"

well too bad,
it's not your choice.
****, i wish it was mine.
oops
Cece Nov 2019
I’m in love with a ghost,
Its fluttering distracts me
As I run into walls trying to follow,
bruising my body.
It tortures me at night,
Drowning me in disappearing dreams:
Running from death,
Attacked by demons,
Unable to save them from fire.
But then
She’s there.
I smell flowers.
The perfume of old memories
surrounds me.
then I’m falling,
Terrified,
Falling,
I wake up.
Still falling,
I’m scared to escape,
So instead I stay, falling
In love with a ghost.
it's been a while since i wrote something, so i'm a bit rusty lol
Cece Aug 2019
I’m galaxies away from anyone,
even on the busiest of streets.
I revel in the comfort of the stars,
they sleep behind my eyes;
The cold of the darkness
it creeps into my heart;
The dull ache of the void, the empty space,
it seeps through my being.

I may die among the stars,
alone for ever and eternity,
but it’s a fate better than feeling lonely
in a room full of people.
Cece Aug 2019
I hate that time
passes.
Even if right now isn’t perfect,
it wouldn’t get worse
if time didn’t run away
so fast.
I’m breathless from chasing it,
I’m sore,
everything hurts.
one day I’ll
collapse,
and maybe then time will finally
stop.
I’m tired and scared
Cece Aug 2019
in the dark,
scared I’m not alone,
desperately wishing I wasn’t.

alone with my demons,
so not really alone,
just lonely
Cece Jul 2019
we try so hard to create art,
to bless the world with thoughts of awe
instead of anger,
thoughts of peace despite violence.

we pour our souls into poetry,
letting the world think our thoughts,
letting them into us,
if only a moment.

we lose ourselves in paintings,
infusing them with our emotions,
hoping that people walk in our shoes,
even if they must take them off eventually.

we give our hearts away through music,
so that everyone feels the warmth
we have for them,
so that everyone feels loved and seen
while they listen.

we chip off pieces of ourselves
to put in everything we create,
in hopes that people learn to understand others
despite differences.

and yet, people insult our pride and joy,
they tear down our art,
and scoff at our passion,
as they turn their heads away
close their minds,
and hold on tightly to themselves.

so we realize that despite our efforts,
despite giving ourselves to the world
in selfless pieces,
the world cannot become as beautiful
as our art
as long as people refuse to see it.
love,
             an artist
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