In this night
Cold lonely sheets
Cover my..
******* warm body
While my warmth drifts away to the thoughts
I am having a doubt about that scotch
It sits there
Perfectly still
Perfectly inviting
The one that makes me puke
And hurt
And its still not as bad
As the feeling of you
My writings are dirt
But so are you , my love
Youre perfect dirt
For the millionth time
But love oh love
While the cold cover slips my upper body
I slowly let go of the thought
And the scotch
And grieve over you
Until sleep catches me
I think

Ive been on the edge
Wanting :
To know you
Feel you
Have you !
The stakerish me is out there
Trying
To only know you
You wonderful human
But how oh how oh how
Can one know another
When one is me
And doesnt know
Anything really
Or themselves !

Broken hearts
Do not mend.

Im writing a ****** poem
It is about you
To remind you how good you are
Compared to the words I write
Like how you make me laugh more and more

Sh.

Like how I hate you when I cry
Like how its not even your fault when I die
Like when you dont care and I lose my mind
Like when I tell you all of this and youre still kind
Like when I tell im stupid and you agree
Like when you tell thats what life is for so be stupid , be , be !
And I hate all of this and I hate you
But I still wrote the ****** poem to tell you
I LOVE YOU

The sun goes down
To the world , i made my own
In this garden
Flowers myself has grown
The moon shines
The colours in my heart
Of all kinds
This rainbow of darkness
Lies somewhere there
In that place nobody cares
Don't you dare
**** me
Play that game
All that pain just for you
It's that lame
Leavin' , it's what you do
In these windows i stare still
In those dreams you ****
Falling to the ground
Deep inside earth
Some graves , not to be found
Though , pretty sure
You're my only cure
These drugs , oh i'm so addicted
To you , i'm gettin high
I wish insane
You didnt guide me
This was so plain
Untill you lied me
So often , too hard
On the table
All these cards
Hearts?
Not available
For this love
I cared so much