my sins taunt my sleep
after dark, late nights
my demons love to creep.

the lies I've told
take my breathe away
choke hold!

the things I've stolen
steals my peace
eyes swollen.

karma has awoken
the haunting draft day
and I'm chosen.

I have so many exes'
I could make a ***** jealous.
I have enough sin in me
to make the devil envy.
I have loved so much
exhausted heart doesn't want to be touched.
I've won experience
but I have loss too;
the abiltiy to feel
and trust you.

I’ve died too many times
And life has no rewind...

I died at birth
I died at church
Died as a girl
Died in the world

I’ve died far too much
Reality is no longer in touch...

My lovers always neglect me
when I need them most.

This is why I'm guarded
dogs bite, when you let them close.

My lovers always reject my love
I now know the meaning behind the tears of a dove.

My lovers were never lovers at all
because lovers are there to catch those they love
when they fall.

be careful what you allow your eyes to see,

you may not never be the same.

be careful what your actions do,

your behavoir becomes your name.

be careful of the path you take,

to attain riches and fame.

And don't get too caught up in winning,

because we all lose at this LIFE game!

I awoke today soaking wet

last night in my dream I drowned

from tears and sweat.

Swimming in life

avoiding the deep end

the waters were ***** too,

I guess from sin.

Thankfully, I found the edge

now I can breathe again.

I once had a friend
whom I loved deeply
I would hide from others
but I'd let him see me.....

but something went wrong
he quit singing me precious songs
he never visits anymore
I always break hearts!
*I should have warned him of this before...