if the good die young,
why am I still here?

Maybe I am dead
just haven't accepted it,
must be fear.

if the good die young,
why do I feel old?
wrinkles in my face made of gold.

I was a queen before
a servant now,
life is one sick chore.

see honey, we are not the same
although we are called by the same name.

see baby, we are not the same
I hate you're here, she's glad you came.

see sweetie, we are not the same
she wants the riches, I am the fame.

see player, we are not the same
I'm the prize, she's just the game!

The damage has been done,
the curse from the sun,
fear replaces fun,
nothing chases her
but still she runs.

The damage has set in,
the curse of sin
running from the places she's been,
unsure of new friends
tired but there for her daunting kin.

The damage has infected the body,
and she can't tell anybody
won't trust nobody,
who can help? nobody
knock, knock!
whose there? just me.

forever on the run,

so many places to escape to under the sun.

forever on the run,

Heaven awaits me

I'm dying to come.

I went looking for the devil
and found me.

I went looking for freedom
and found captivity.

I went looking for love
and found misery.

I stopped searching,
and found everything!

You said I never hug you,

You claim I never care,

but you never kiss me,

still, my affections I wanted to share.

I took the heart off my sleeve

and gave it to you to wear.

Because, since day one,

I've loved you *teddy bear

I want to quit,
Sick and tired
I ain’t never satisfied!

I said I was okay,
I think I lied.
I was never satisfied.

Born with an open heart
Vulnerability stretched far and wide
Highs and lows; never satisfied

Too much confusion in her mind
Too much pride, humility died
Rest              in                    Peace

To she, who was never satisfied!