Your contentious,
Ditzy,
Air-Headed,
Very sui generis,
You are my best friend.

I'm confused
You say 'I love you'
But you don't trust me
How can that be?
Do you try to bring confusion and misery?

I'm confused
WXYZ
That's my family
Mom, 2 sisters, and me
All together, we look happy

But i think our relationships
As a family, are really ******
My mom and i
Don't see eye to eye
This causes frustration

Irritation,
When we talk,
It's like feeding you ammunition.
Xavi and me
She is forever my bestie!

Yahnnie and me
Ugh!
Sometimes she makes me angry.
But we are family
Its kind of what we do

I don't know about you
But i wish things were different.
There isn't much i can do,
Sure I'll be there for you ,
And ill forever love you too.

We had a good run
Me and you
I called you love, you called me ***
Unfortunately,the many memories of us two...
I try not to think of you.

There's nothing personal against you
Doesn't mean there's a better choice
We are through
This is closure i had to voice

Luckily, i didn't suffer much pain
Because of course
It would drive me insane
So, hold no remorse

We had a good run
Me and you
Goodbye now ***
But i never really loved you
More like, fun

You are my happy place
Without you,
My heart doesn't race.
Lol that's so true!
Now's not a good time
Not today, not tomorrow
But eventually i want you to be mine
Not having you brings great sorrow
This sounds so cliche'
Just know,
Your on my mind everyday
Especially when on my ninja-turtle pillow.
Do you know who i'm talking about?
If not, **** out!

A little ball of fur
Autumn leaves waltz with me
Trees shivering
Wind whispering
I am loving where i am...

Sometimes i'm salty
Sometimes i'm sweet
Also, i'm very delicious to eat.
Sometimes i'm white
Sometimes i'm golden
No matter what i'm always chosen

Boom!
Pop!
You'll hear that a lot
I only take a few minutes,
I'm eaten in an instant.

The butters and salts
Smothered on your fingers,
The smell of butter lingers.
I love what i am...
Do you?

Remember when you were there for me
Trusted me,
Respected me,
I remember.
But then!

Blackmail,
Exposure,
Betrayal,
Life?
Its Over!

Its now the middle of November
About to be winter,
All i need now
Is a little bit of composure
Remember?

Mom,
The look in your eyes
Hurt
Disappointment
Anger
Your emotions aren't cryptic

I made a mistake
I'm sorry
I give my penance
But will that be enough?
My sins have me pinned.

The weight of regret heavy,
Remember when
I used to be your baby
Can I start a new?
Maybe its better without you...
Just know,
I will forever love you too.

This is my penance.

Here I sit,
In my vapors
Waiting here for some toilet papers
How much longer can I lingers
Before I have to use my fingers