Rather you love me or hate me
I'm bound to be strong
I lived by the rules 17 years long
Sometimes I watch the life of others and compare it to mines
I guarantee you at those times
I'm outshined
I'm very smart tho I'm not passing
Reason why is to many struggles been clashing
Things get more worse than better
Its so crazy,
Mane I know a lot people wouldn't care
That's the reason why I ll tell ya life ain't fair
I know people from way back who don't speak to me now
Looking over it all
All I can say is wow
But I'm happy to see most o of them doing great
Tho there's others like me that's still in the chase

A man without hope
A man that barely speaks
A man on a mission
Who battles till his defeat

A man who has heard it all
Seen a bit to
Nomatter what they say about Louis
He's a man that stays true

A man who stays to himself
But stands for the ones he loves
He wishes others will be themselves
And one day hopes to fly away like doves

a man who fights for respect
Speaks upon peace
This man is even a reject
Now he came from his best to his least

Regardless of the people he had to face
Because he always came back to embrace

As I look into the clouds
I can see the rain
The clouds are you and the rain is your pain
The harder tbey fall the worser she feels
She's just another person searching for real
She's a girl who's very kinded
With a mind that's open-minded
As I look into the sun
I can sense the heat
Never seen a girl so hot
That ll she'll  melt me from my head to feet
Lady your unique
Your something like a flower
With a personality so bright I ll give you half my power
As I look into the water
I can see your feelings go deep
Your living your dreams like theres no use for sleep
Now as I see you
So mystery and blue
So shy and cute
Guts try there luck your mute
Around me you show pride
And nobody knows tge feelings we have inside

Boy Vs Man,
which of these will win
because this is where it begins

A boy is in-mature
a boy only thinks of himself
he doesn't even care if he puts his own lady in stress
a boy will play games
as ladies you should know a boy never cares
he only says nice things to make you weak
and immune to the words he speaks
then after you give him what he wants then he's gone to the next
A boy will cheat on you and even lie
leaving you at a state to cry
A boy will tell you things
but want show no action as well
now we see why these boys always end up in jail
by the way a boy comes in all ages
cause its not about the real age
its about how mature that one person acts
VS,
A man will be there when you need him
be faithful at all times
A man will always be truthful
because there shouldn't be no reason of lying
A man will provide
A man want talk to a lady wrong
So a man is what a lady needs to become strong
A man knows that 2 strong loves equals a lifetime
a lifetime equals a wife
A man knows that at certain times he shouldn't be out with friends
A man would never turn his love to a ex
he treats his lady like a queen
he'll never use her for money nor ***

so there you have it Boy Vs. Man
which one would our ladies choose
because its outta find a winner
or just lose

So what if my hairline is far back
So what if I'm different from a lot of people
God made us all to be different
I wish I had this kind of mind back in middle school
Shoot it's crazy how I was da ***** people liked to talk about
I remember I use to have suicidal thoughts *** well
Cause the people I was around made me feel like I was in hell
Shoot I remember how them girls use to diss me
Especially when my friends use tried to hook me up
Them girls looked at me and laughed hard I ll admit I felt ashamed then
But now I don't care
Why cause I'm me
Imma be me till the day I die
To the people who are getting bullied
Don't cry
Just look pass these hateful people
We all have our own story to life
We shouldn't let words effect how we live
Cause at the end we'll only be giving the enemy what they want gived

as I look into your eyes I sense a stress and pain
Come let my words caress your thoughts for that happiness to regain
My words are soft
My charm is gentle
So when I speak my thoughts into yours
I can tell right now your thoughts want more
It's like I'm making love to your mind
Cause you ll start fantasizing about mine
This is when your fantasy forms
Your mind has made your body wet as a storm
So hows about my hands take place next
As we build our way into passionate ***
My words caress your thoughts
As my hands undress you slow
It's like a rhythm so lets go with the flow
When everything is over,
You'll feel better than before
Because when my thoughts are done caressing your thoughts you 'll always want more

Class is what we should see in all girls
but fast girls are the ones that rule the world
classy girls are special,
one of a kind
and the type of girl i have in mind
a classy girl is what mothers want to see,
a classy girl is one who you can show off to the planet
even your friends
a classy girl is what we should want till the end

but its different for girls who are fast
having *** with all these all these guys in a blast
next day they decide they wanna be ladies
once there injected with some guys babies
as time goes by she'll become real lazy
and if the ones she depend on aint there,
she ll go crazy

altogether now we see
class is the favorite to need
fast is just a way of us passing our seeds
Attention all ladies which one will win
which is best of all
let the games begin
are you ready yall
lets see who goes up and see who falls

**** reality look at what you done
Got people on Facebook posting there selfs with guns
Then the people who doing it be thinking it's so cool
But what if the tables got turn around
What if somebody crazy saw it
What would you do
Now you got ****** out here looking for you
Because you wanna do what your friends do
NO!
be yourself homie your girl has said lots of good things about you to
And nobody don't wanna see none happen to you
I ll tell you straight up that life ain't a game
I know my bestie don't be saying that **** for nothing mane
Why follow your friends
When they should be following you
I know you da realiest ***** they can come to
I ll tell you what happens when you follow behind a bad person steps
You get set up for the ****
You get set up for time
You ll get set up over anything for trusting to many people in mind
Its a lot of ****** out here blind to see that
You a educatate brotha with money so
Be that
You a educated brotha with a good ******* your side
And I know don't wanna do none that put tears in her eyes
Ay it's your life
And we all just want the best
We seen a lot of ****
And don't want you to end like the rest
**** Reality
I hope this poem can bring a change
It's ****** up how we speak of real and people look pass it dang

No words can explain how I feel if you
I try to do all I can to make you smile
And every since the day I accused you of using me
We been fighting for a while

I know were both far apart
I know your life is harder than mine
You ve always had a broken heart
That hasn't fixed overtime

Why I  made you my bestest friend
Cause you were always there
When I was lost in this world
It seem like your the only one who cared

You've given me words of encouragement when I was sad and down
that why I've dreamed of you being my queen
But trust me your more royal than a crown
I'd rather see you in a white gown

Everything used to be good
But good has its wrongs
Everysince last night
When u said u wanted to die my heart collasped
So I'm no longer strong

Everyday I feel guilty
And sorry no longer works
I'd rather die right beside you
Cause how much our love is worth

I feel you probably hate me
And its killing me inside
And since our old times will never come back
I cry with my eyes open wide

Dear Ariee
I know in wrong for what I said
Everyday I question myself what have I done
And now its all got me in stress
Without you in my life I ll just be a mess

Dear ariee
Being close again is what I hope
Cause arguments are gonna leave us broke
No its not a joke
Its hard to think at night when your feelings try to cope

Family what family mane me my brothers and mom been struggling for years
When we needed yall yall disappered
Most of them dont even calls
But feel guilty once one falls

I can honestly count maybe two handfulls of people as my real fam
While the others Prolly wouldn't give a ****
What kind of family talks bad about others
Like my mom for example people in the family judged her along with me and my brothers
To those who did it remember God dont like ugly

Yall better learn soon
We struggled our whole life
We never had the silver spoon
To whom reads this i dont mean to sound mean
But i got a sister cousin and relatives i haven't even seen

To my brother L Christopher Haynes-Rhodes speedy and sisters Ashley Rhodes maury and LarChelle Haynes we know our other mom to faces pain but as i write this poem i want us to build upon each others struggle for a happiness to regain its not like the others really care we dont even have get togethers nor reunions to

Smh we gotta do better as a family right now my mom has been in the hostpital for nearly a week for the ones Who came to see her who texed her and sent gifts i thank you all it's good to see that a small amount of people care and even the ones who said they ll pray as well
To everyone who is family on my mom and dad side if you can i want you all to share this if not spread the word  because this is not only a poem but this is a message

The day we become one whole will be a moment. Of truth i dont know how long it ll take but the only way that ll come true is if we all be real with one another besides fake thats all i have to say

Mane i dont know how im going to make it
Everysince i walked out that hospital i cant take it
Dear God
Out of all people
I just wonder why my mom has to go through all the stress all the pain
Why did she have to feel so misunderstood most of her life
Because most people did her wrong the more she came back with a right
And all i ask for you mother is fight
I remember you said you ll be here and there when i graduate
Maybe see me ehen i grown
But what if you dont make it
Then its me on my own
Along with my brothers to
And i bet right now those who done you wrong are not only crying over your condition
But its also guilt to
I rather be in your position than see it acted in you
So im hoping you get better
Cause my emotion just dont know what do
How can i ever smile again
When all i can do is cry
Please God give my mother a second chance
I dont wanna see her die

You brought some hope
You brought some pain
You even help some change
But ehat I wanna know is this
Do we as people love our soulmates as one
Or do we love that certain person for what they have
Is it the *** we want from our lovers
Affection
Comfort
I wondered this for awhile
Cause even I came across the wrongs of love
Shoot love can do 2 things
And that's send you to happiness
Or send you to depression
But even when your at depression
We must learn to forgive to regain that happiness we were missing
DEAR LOVE,
I understand you fully
People fall in you
People **** for you
People have even died for you
And its crazy shoot love goes with loves business
Like love doesn't care
Shoot love even said its enough of him in the air
DEAR LOVE,
when will the strings finally be pulled
Cause i know that cupid has his hands full

Momma im sorry for every tear I put inside your eye
Im hear to let you know imma try
Try to do better
Be more clever
And pulling your strings like a lever
Imma try to do good in school
Stop hanging around fools
Till everything is cool
I know I made you mad the other night
I was mad about my life
But now I feel alright
I know at times it seems bad
But now im glad
Because nobody has had hatters like I had

or the guys who love a ******,
they say you should move on to the next
cause when you ain't the one who's ******* her
she find somebody else for ***
these ****** women will love you for your heart
but love another for ***,
and for the real men out here i know yall won't go for that
to much *** only leads to 2 things
that's a disease and a baby
then once it happens
you'll lie to your man cause you know things will get crazy
trying to be slick when yall use protection
trying to be slick when yall change yall phones
when a man already knows whats going on
at that moment there she ready to cheat
that feeling of randsom hits her
it turns up her heat
Then once she get to you she tease you into ***
just to make it seem she's won
I be **** if imma fall into a trap
Cause i much rather be done
when thats the stuff that they wanna be on
shoot don't back to me when im gone

First I would like to say I'm thankful your the caretaker of my mother
Im so happy your nothing like the others
This poem is not only from me its also from my dearest brothers
We're proud to see that your the person you are
A lady with infinite pride
And a personality that's bright as stars
We love how you come around and laugh with us and play
But can you promise louis and momma you won't scare them like you on one day
Dear rose
We see you as a angel that was sent from Christ
it likes God sent you hear to make our mother live more right
Mainly because we treat her so wrong
Rose were trying as hard as can
But for a mother that's now disabled,
Its hard to raise her boys to men
Were saying this now because we know you understand
Dear rose we hope your feeling better
And we all hope you read this poem or family letter
Well thank you rose its been great
While your at home your second family is here
But in the meantime we'll
Make sure mother faces no more pain and tears

I'm dedicated to the writing I do
If I can achieve my goals you can to
All It takes is time and dedication
faith and hope
Disregaurd the feelings cause they shall cope
when you give your dedication to something
You won't achieve it in a day
You gotta put in more time
Put in more focus
You even have to put in tears
Cause there's time we will fail
I mean well fail a lot
But if on trying you ll feel like a star player when there hot
And when that happens,
Your now in a zone
now since you, ve reached your limit
Everyone will see your on

The devil is a lie
I was raised as a Christian,
Made to sore in tbe sky
The devil is only trying to make me become wrong
Or even an society threat
I never wished upon evil
Guess we never met
The devil is a lie
If he puts himself In other people
The lord I serve says to never be illegal
But the devil thinks he sneeky
The devil thinks he's slick
One day I felll for a lady
And she wasn't the wrong chick
The devil took over her life
So when she passed away,
She became the devils wife
The devil is a lie
If he thinks I ll give him my life or my sole
I belong to Jesus
Yes devil he has my whole

Wish i could be doing fine
but its hard when you got so much stuff on your mind
it's bad enough daily i see the pain in my mama
plus the other stuff that effects only brings more drama

there's been so many nights i'd sit here and wanna die
despite of all the tears that fell out of my eye
daily i gotta hear more insults these people have said
and people wonder why there so many bad thoughts in my head

it seems like when people can't find nobody to judge
they look for me
it doesn't matter what i say or do
cause the people who do it are in my family to

on top of that i'm still stuck on a girl i'm in love with
though she doesn't me back
i'm so busy being stuck on her i **** there lost control of myself
and it isn't right
but what would you do if you slept an every lonely night

i must admit words from others have brought my confidence low
it ain't rising no time soon
Like snails and turtles i feel i'm moving to slow
because my heart has craters like the ones in moons

I use to wish i was that guy that girls would chase
But when girls see me i'm a guy they erase
But when i look at my friends brothers and cousins
them girls be on them in dozens

so now when i see a girls comes my way
those old days
will interview now i don't know what to say
because i feel she gone do what them other girls did
and it's not okay

one day i'll rise over all these people who have ran over me
for being nice
for every girl who took advantage of me for treating them right
and when when that day finally comes i'll have a brighter and better mind
and that's when i finally be doing just fine

everywhere i go im doubted
every person im around im doubted
they say your dreams will never come true
and you ll never get girls
tryna make me feel,
theres no meaning for me in this world
they called me lame
said you'd never be cool
but i feel no shame
upon those fools at school
even at home im doubted by fam
but at the end i cant fight,
who i am

oh i knew the day i got a peak at ya body
i was gonna have dreams of me being naughty
well today's the day my dream will come true
and it starts in this room with me and you
were both virgins,
were both ready
my goal is to make yo body bust like confetti
shhhh baby let the music play
while my hands caress your body bay

let me undress you slow
while i kiss you soft
yea go with flow
cause imma set the mood off
kissing on your neck
down to ya breast,
you no what comes next
this the definition of real ***
shhhhh baby no need to tell me things
i know you like it when that tongue play with your belly ring

next I come down to ya thighs
going down your legs,
when i get between i see your wet that's no surprise
your body's like my jungle
i'm the last survivor
feel so much heat,
i might just be ya fire fighter
so when she see me going through it i surpised her
your body's my intense,
so im giving it great sastisfaction
you know you wasn't ready for this ***** eating action
your body's my problem,
and imma solve it no math fractions
this not a movie but we both giving plenty action

you really thinking imma keep on *******
put them legs around my waist its time to start *******
see baby were no longer dreaming
as im stroking it back to back your loudly screaming
little did i know,
she turned over on top
riding on me fast,
like she don't even wanna stop
i swear i wanna make her my only girl in this city
as she rides me i start ******* on both her ******
once she stopped i'll admit i thought she was done
then when she put it in my face,
i seen the battle wasnt won
dang she got me lost inside with no map
even tried to escape but my heads trapped
im not giving up,
this not a battle meant for losing
got me ******* on ya **** as body oozing

hate to say it but im almost going down
this girl trying her best to make me drown
i finally see shes tryna be tough
so i puwhile i hit her from behind
it feels so right we wish that we could rewindt her hands behind her back

That moment when you first see there face
Knowing if they were in your life it'll always be great
So is true your first love
Keeps you in the cool mind of state

I remember my first crush
I was only in the 5th grade
Everytime I saw her face
I really thought I had it made

You know that feeling when they walk pass
And you catch them by your eye
Sometimes you feel like your in heaven
Sometimes you feel relief
And when there in a emergency you become the 911

That moment when they finally come to your
Heart
Making promises to never break apart
Its like you started a new life part
Attiension all how did yall feel when yall seen yall first love

Back then was the worst apects of my life
That's when people did me wrong and then they swared they did right
People use to hunt me down each day in night
So I locked myself within my thoughts as they began to write
I use to be intimidated by word people would say now since I changed they say they never thought they ll see the day
Just like I ll never see the day my brother go back to good ways
Never see these street ****** turn into gentlemen
And these hoes turn into women with class
Couldn't make money the right way so she in clubs shaking her ***
But enough about the world
This poem is wrote to me
So the people who faced what I faced want be alone you see
Fron then to now
Now to then
I promise to only love those who I been with through thick and thin

We use to fight for rights
Now we fighting for life
One man had a dream
But we living his nightmare is how it seems
Killing and others have tooken there course
It seems the streets is our only source
My people are really starting to lack
Its bad enough we got strikes for being black
Back then we made history in this world
Now we putting babies in young girls
Twerking and others could be fun
But as I watch the world new things should be done
Now I see why wr all were slaves
Cause being free has gotten lots of us in graves
I really wish this world heard my voice
But we all have our own choice

A gentleman is a guy who'll treat a girl right
But s thugg only wants to hit it for one night
A gentleman is romantic and sweet
A thugg is only nice to get in the sheets
The gentleman will open his lady door
And address her by her name of dear
A thugg will leave her and even more
But they say they bring a lady to cheer
A gentleman is faithful
Thugs are ungreatful
Calling girls ******* and hoes can be hateful
Thuggs are winning
Gentlemen are losing
The **** keeps lots of girls choosing
A gentleman dresses professional and neat
While a thugg sags and eorks the streets
You choose which one is best
Which one will win and put other to rest
A gentleman classifies me
But which one would yoh rather be

I just wanna love her
hold her tight
and tell her i'll never let go
because i feel thats when love is at it's best

come my queen
receive this ring and let me become your king
let me be your prince and i'll fill you with my charm
even the strongest disasters cant put you in harm

as long as im here by your side
i promise i ll never lie
i ll never cheat
because i'd rather see good in repeat
you are the greatest thing iv'e came across in life
in my future i ll be proud to call you my wife

you possess something special that i haven't seen in the others
you even earned respect from my mother
never again will i cry over my ex
cause God has gave me something way better as my next

So i thank you and i promise our commitment will never be burned
since we both teach each other stuff daily
then every day is a day we learn
that's why the Lord gives us so much good in Return

i know a guy who's great with his game
talks to different women everywhere he goes
to his main girls who's fell into his trap
one day feels loss and cant be helped by a map
he talks to that one girl
her emotions for him is deep
daily i know it's on the rise
she even dissed me numerous amount of times
but then at certain times she wants to be my friend
when he breaks her heart i wonder then if she'll understand
he talks to her when shes around
he messes with her
flirts with her and even plays
once she gives herself up
that'll be the end of him
she now feels alone has no one else to see
so who does come to now since he's gone
no surprise it's me
she now feels guilty
mentally she feels sad
because she never knew i had
such feelings for her in the past
but when it came to me and him
she put me last

you know it takes alot to do what we all do
putting your heart into the things we write and post
To be honest with you all i never knew i would pick up the talent to write poems and i know some of you do as well
i remember reading those older poems by Langston Hughes Tupac Shakur and others
It inspired me to write poems of my own
I remember my 9th grade year in school
thats was the moment i wrote my first poem called Gentleman, then after that was my moment i wrote then i wrote
I remember my whole class wanted me to write poems for them in my english class
from that moment i knew i had something special whn it came to poetry
but all together we all share a common trait
I bet if everyone in hellopoetry was to just meet up one day
we'll probally change the world
not only by what we say and speak
what i love the most about hellopoetry is everyone
writes poems like there stories
we dont treat this as a competition well at least i hope we dont

Now once  my words caress your mind
And my touch take over your thoughts
Thats Hipnosis baby
Now im no man of magic
But if I whip out my wand
Do you think that ll give us that special bond
Now I needs no genie to grant your wishes
If your body's made like hershey you ll get all these kisses
You got me hypnotized girl
Shoot its like im in your control
Or at your command
Pleasuring your body in anyway you demand

even if we're far apart
i'll still be there to hold you down
still be there when helps in need
got me feeling some type of way
i might even far to one knee

for a couple who loved each other since middle school
i must say we came a long path
there were days we made mistakes
there were days our hearts were broken
but we are always here to hold each other down
that's why i claim you like my token

even i know your not perfect
i know you had a past
you went from a girl who posted half-naked pictures on Facebook
to a girl with a bit a class
now your acting in ways a lady should
see even you falling into struggle
i was holding you down baby

see every girl i had wasn't like you
they used me for my money
a lot of them cheated
those were the days i thought it would only be repeated
and then you came and changed it all
so i thank you for that
you see we talk mostly everyday
our hearts feelings are strongly carried
just the other day we had plans to be married
so anytime you feel to around
just call on me because i was always there to hold you down

how could you,
do a friend wrong
like going behind there back talking
trying to be with a person they love
I guess it's true people gone do what other people do

How could you,
lie right in front of a person who loves you
who always been there
I guess we people really don't care

How could you,
Give up on something good
just to go to something bad
chasing streets in your hood
but when it ends a lot of people will be sad

thats the moment when your gone
somebody came and took your life
see while you deep inside that grave
them same people you thought we're your friends
forgot all about you

How could you,
really think them people we're real
must be because they got all of that bread
How could they be considered as friends
when they didn't show up when you were dead

they set you up with the bust
And people wonder why i never gave alot of people trust

How could you
Tell me you love me when it all is a lie
Leave  me in these tears that fall out my eye
I thought you'd always be my lady
How could you go behind my back and have a baby

Can't you see  that a guy cries as well
How could you come in my life and make it a living hell
These days have come these days have past
I wished death upon me cause I feel I shouldn't last

I understand your a lady out of town
My feelings for you are gonna go out of bounds
Because I feel your using me for a lot of things
But I hope inst true because your my one and only thing

I pray when the future comes I ll make you my wife
How could you not no your the lady I won't in my life
So come please I promise to love you all might
And for every wrong you faced I promise I ll make them all right

How does a woman so faithful
End up with men thats so un-greatful
How does a person so different
Be judged by people who are not
Why doesn't anyone love you
Because you show so much hate
These are lifes quetions i know we all can relate

Why do the guys go for mainly *****
Because a guy would do anything to catch a nut
Why are our ladies always in pain
Because those kind of guys can drive a women insane
He who speaks to those
Is not only a person to come to for help
He comes to those we need a friend
Or someone to trust
And he stands to do so until he s turned to dust
Who's that guy whos shy but sweet
Who's quiet when you first meet until he finally greets
That person will be me

right now i feel like rapping
right now i feel like singing
even tho i sit here and write poems
i ll rather read them to you in song
i'm afraid to fall in love,
because what i thought was good was a heartbreaker
so if i show my true love to her
will she become m hearts taker

cause i'm tiring of being hurt
i wanna be with a woman that loves me for me
the girl i used to love has betrayed me lied
plus she doesn't care for the tears in my eyes

Tears fall of my eyes when I sit alone
I sit with a heart that's blown
The tears I cry are real and pain
A flow of stress I can't maintain
I cry because life itself is hard
Moving on is even worse
I would cry among evil
Main reason I been cursed
A curse I could never go by
And daily I still hear there sreams and cries
As I sit in pain and broken spirit
Sometimes I feel to die instead of cry
And no one cares to wonder why

i dont understand how when certain people put there all in there poems nobody shows love
it's like there doing it for nothing
come on people
everyone should be like the poets who have over 100 likes 100 followers and over 10,000 views
we all do the same thing
we all have that same deep passion in poetry like others
sometimes i feel poetry is like school
you only get likes from some your followers
just like you only be cool with some in school
but here's the point let us all just take the time to read someones poem and give them a like
even to the new people we have come into the hellopoetry world

well before i go to bed i gotta say this
you getting out the hostpital my only wish
i been depressed in da morning crying at night
just because i want you to be alright
your my only girl
in this crazy world
we'll go through thick and thin
be forgiving by our sins
but im hoping u wake up from the coma your in
baby girl i cant take it
cant break it
or shake it
if there''s no you there's no me
with you is the only place i wanna be
i'll alway's be real faithful to
just to see your pretty smile boo
plus my best friend mad at me too
but i gotta stay strong
and pray the lord dont take her home
because our love is everlasting long
im her king
she's my queen
and put that together it makes the best couple you've seen

By Louis Haynes
Dedicated To The Love Of My Life
who's currently in the hospital over a fatal insedent

regardless of the cheating
lies
betrayal
and pain
it's like everywhere i go i see your name

i know we are the perfect couple
i know we are meant to be
i know you are the girl for my life
as i read these prays i pray that you become my wife

right now i'm sad because this separation is just killing me
it's killing you even worse
cause i know you love me
bus as a girl i know you wanna party
have fun
and have ***

those the main reasons why you don't answer my texts
a lot of people told me i can do better
at first i didn't listen now i think it's true
cause there's someone out here who is need of a man
a man who'll be there love them
care for them support them
and where ever that one special girl is
i just want you to know that i'll find you one day
and when that day comes
just know that the rest our life's will be a happy ending
as long as a long happiness forever

For we who see this world as a adventurous place
Must deal with the hardest battles life has to face
We're so kind and generous yet it leads our hearts to pain and tears
Then when we look for ones we've helped no one is near
For we to be the sign of twins
Bi-polar and weirdness is where it begins
We have split personalities which means
We can be your greatest friends
Or worst enemies
For we to be the most trustworth,loyal
Why must we always be hurt
Because others take advantage of our kindness and leave us in dirt
Did i mention we geminis also love to flirt
In the eyes of a gemini what else we see
Well hows about my fellow gemini people tell me

They say a family that prays
Is a family that stays
So if i prayed tonight and today
Will that give her longer days

That would be a work of art
When it came to support
All she needed was more
My momma aint only hurt in her muscles but its also her heart

Honestly mom I am you
I might not have faced everything you faced
But i have faced enough to know it wont be replaced
People in this family talk about me like they did you
People told me lies to

Some of my friends turned they back on me when i needed them most
If i had a glass for every lie my ex's told me
Everyday we would toast

But i still right to God
because i want him to see the words that flow from my sole
To fix your broken heart into a whole

But the key to this at the end of the day
I still write as i pray
And for whom reads this you can leave a comment if you have something to say

I welcome you into my mind
my thoughts
to see the craziness this world has brought
people are getting killed over dollars
even sents
mane this does'nt make since

I'm just sitting looking at the people
Praying for the ones who out here tryna be illegal
Lifes like a game but its one we shouldn't play
Its people out here dying in my city everyday

For the ones who got a loved in the jail
If I had the money I'd pay to let them all bail
I'm keeping it real this is how I live
God made me as a person who don't mind to show and give

I just want this world to know
Judging a person doesn't mean there true feelings will show
They hold it deep deep inside there hearts
Crying cause they see yall tryna tear them straight apart

To those people all they tryna do is hate
So put a smile on your face and move at your own rate
I pray for the young people going crazy
Hoping that young girl make it with her baby

I pray for all my people in the streets
Hoping in the future we ll have statistics beat
Main they say us black people been beated
The only reason they won is cause the racist people cheated

Gotta admit this world can be a shame
They say we living in a world of the cools and the lames
Ha who ever said that your a joke
Why cause that lie has been broke

But sadly our people dying off lust
Which shows in relationships we can't even have trust
Looking at world all around in range
Just be real I hope one day it change

Look I ve not only wrote this to catch your attention
I ve written this to let you know when nobody's there just look for me
Then you'll see,
What a real friend is
I care for those who I'm cool with and even the ones I'm not cool with
Why,
Cause this is me
I stand for louis haynes and nobody else
No,
Words will never bring me down again
If life was a checkered flag
We all should go for that win
And I guess that'll be just enough till it ends

what do you mean just enough,
what will i come to next
did i really fall in love with a girl who was my ex
will our love stay strong or fall into a lust of ***

i don't know what if she cheated
or told me a lie
No I wont cry
even though It'll show I did try

Tried to be right
Even Stayed faithful
now you're going from grateful to hateful

what happened to being together
what happened to the good in your heart
what happened to love me forever
tell me why you wanna be apart

I put it all on the table
just enough,
I guess we should give up
since you think its so tough

Not to much just enough
why use this term
because the word is a term we can learn from
just enough of anything makes a nothing non-exist
but i guess nothing makes you happy now
since you changed

Before I fall asleep I'm thinking about you karma
Wonder why life is full of drama
And why so much pain is in my mamma
I eonder why you make things hard at times
Can't you see its hard enough
And if you ain't got nobody at times
Life can be ruff
You see karma I finally see who you are
But even when your smart doesn't mean your going far
Even when your right doesn't mean there won't be wrongs
But the bedt way to beat you is to move along
Then stay strong cause people judge for no reason
I swear people change more than the seasons
Even your friends will bring you down
But in in that situation now and I just go around
Well thanks karma is been a pleasure
I ll hit you back when my life together

IT'S ONLY ME LEFT INSIDE THIS JUNT
I TAKE MY LAST BREATH AS I HIT DA BLUNT
FEELING SO HIGH AS I REACH THE CLOUDS
THEY SAY THIS DA DEFINITION OF LOUD
SO HERE I AM ALL ALONE
WITH REGIE LOUD AND KUSH IN MY HOME
EACH 1 I HIT THE BETTER I FEEL
SMOKED SO MANY IM DOING MY OWN DRILLS
I REACHED MY MARK
I THEN LAUGH AT LAST
PEOPLE AROUND TELLING ME TO PASS
I LOOK AND LAUGH AT THEY ***
SO OFF I GO BACK TO THE ROOM
WHERE THE SCENT OF THE FLOWERS SEND ME TO BLOOM
AND THEN PUFFS I WILL TAKE WILL SEND ME TO ZOOM
YOU KNOW YOUR HIGH WHEN YOUR EYES ARE LOW
AND EVERYTHING SEEMS TO MOVE SLOW
YOU KNOW YOUR HIGH WHEN YOU EAT MEAL AFTER MEAL
THEN FALL ASLEEP AFTA YOU HIT DA PEEL
WAKE UP NEXT MORNING FULL OF HEALTH
AS YOU REPEAT THE STEPS TILL YOUR LAST BREATH

Tonights a night I'm hoping you can handle
As we lay naked in covers,
Surrounded around dim candles
Let us come closer until we become hot
Then I ll caress your body as I find your spots
We have music playing in the back,
Whipped cream in my hands
The things I'm finna do is your minds demand

The lights are dim
The lights are low
I hear you calling my name
As I kiss your body slow
I feel a sense of your treasure
Your hands are bringing extra pressure,
As you reveal your true pleasure

How about a 68 to make things fair
Or you can 69 me as I sit in this chair
I hope you'll remain gentle
No need to be tough
As time goes by things become rough
Her hands are behind her back while she's kneeled on the ground
Then I stroke her body till I flip her around

As were both are laid I stroke inside
As I **** her breast
Just wanna show you my love at its best
And put my skills to test
You've stolen my virginity,
This must be a crime
Because we both are in this bedroom serving our time
But listen the story only gets better
Stayed tuned cause it just gets wetter

I will always love you till my dying day
Regardless if we live far away
Or far apart
You will always be the girl that holds my heart

Some people think our love isnt true
That we wont never meet
But as long as the sky is blue
That lie shall always be beat

True love is what we have and not afriad to show
My girl is a Leo a Gamer even jokester and im not afriad for the world to know
Shes beautiful with alot of tats
And loves to show of all that

Chuqeisea Louis is her name
I laugh cause she gives my first name fame
And her last and my first name are the same
But i bet our hatters will think thats lame

We both have proven that long distance love can last
Especially since times moves so fast
We enjoy every moment together that pasts by
So theres no reason for people to ask us why

Why do we prefer long distance in life
Because its a challenge not many have done
And the day you become my wife
Then our long distance love has won

Now i hate to sit and down myself but im slowly losing hope
Upon a woman i love so much but yet i can cope
I feel my lack of conversation may make her leave
Which equals up to tears in my eye and a no please
with a beautiful girl like herself can attract any man in the world
Yet she always tell me shes my girl
I just wish i could be that guy packed with conversation or at least conversation that she'll like
But yet i feel i bore her with every message i write
How long will it be till she starts thinking different of me will she change her mind
If so then I just killed mostly in mankind
Cause good girls these days are just to hard to find
So what i need is redemption and better pride
But until i get that i ll just sit here and feel bad inside

im tired of being alive i wish i could be dead
cause im always having insults going through my head
my lil brothers wanna snitch
like they a mother ******* *****
my momma getting mad cause im trying to have some fun
all these problems im facing and aint got nowhere to run
it does'nt matter if i pray
cause imma still go through the same **** everyday
so i mind as well past away
whats the since of living
when you feel your doing nothing but giving
your rights are turned to wrongs
so there aint no moving on
because we cant last for long
been living a life of pain
my love has been drained
buy the insults stuck in my brain
they say im known by being lame
you thinking that this a game
but once you dead then who is gone be blame
i dont need nobody i got me myself and I
**** all these hattas i see them and and pass them by
you can say whatever cause im something that your not
so gone and call your shots
cause you cant never take my spot

I'm really starting lose love for this ***** undercover
Its ****** up that I gotta say that about my little brother
But every since this boy gotten older it's more drama
He care about a girl way more than his own momma
And plus this ***** rolling with ****** who be banging
I even tried to talk to this ***** about choices he making
All this ***** said its my life and my choice
This ***** be acting so tuff
He just a bluff
Can't even **** with him
I d beat him if I could
But I keep own keeping it good
LORD I'm really tryna hold a lot of anger its getting harder
Cause the things this boy been doing ain't bringing this family farther
Maybe it would be better if he started living with our father
A Bad Big brother is how this boy rates me
What's the since of shedding a tear
Towards a brother that prolly hates me
He say them ****** out in dem streets his real fam
At first I felt bad now ion really give a ****
He da type ***** that want everything handed to him
And when he can't get what he wants he'd steal
But I ll give him a bit credit if I see him tryna change
But if it doesn't work
It is what it is
I'm done talking about this *****