The world keeps spinning
And it's giving me this feeling
That I've felt before.
Managing it is such a chore
But it keeps coming back.
It makes me feel like I lack
What others are born with,
And I am merely 1/5
Of what others are.
I just want to run somewhere far
From this so-called community
Where I'm chained by names like "fatty".
Sometimes I want to curl my finger
And pull the trigger
And let it go
Into the wind and blow
Away like dust
And then it would be gone, this lust
To escape this mess of a world.

do you ever feel so alone
that your usual smile
is replaced by a frown.

when you feel like you lost the crown
and you're being replaced
try to smile and  throw the frown
cheer up!
you will be amazed
of how beautiful  life can be  
you're too young to be sad.

tomorrow is my birthday
you probably don't care
i just wanted to say
stay safe and take care .

when words can't understand me
when they can't explain what's inside of me
i grab  a pencil, and a paper
then i start doodling what you fail to see
until you start thinking that i'm mental..
then , i come back to reality.

remember  that time ..

when you kissed my cheek
i know  it was only a dare
but  everytime , you fail to see
how much  i care
  that  is not fair.

**** me ,
but don't ignore me
don't pretend i  don't exist
you think you know me
but  i'm the last in your list

school..
a place where kids gather
in orther to learn


when in reality .
we challenge our brain abilities
i , personnally,
found my flaws
i faced the truth
i'm not the smartest,
i **** in math
and i have trouble fitting in

judged,
bullied everyday
but i swear  i tried ,
to be a better student,
better friend, better me
you just never gave me a chance


i hate you school
you made me notice how ...
stupid, naive , weak i was
but now ,
i'm stronger
i can ****.