i've been friends with him for years on end,
until i got the text i thought he would never send.
"i like you a lot, do you like me too?",
and the answer is yes, yes i do.

he held my hand in his tight
and stayed with me through the night.
i never have to fear that he will leave,
because i know his words will never deceive.

if there is one thing i want for him and i,
it is for our love to never die.
i want us to burn as bright as a flame,
and for us to win this terrible game.

i know it might be kind of early to say,
but we have been talking about marriage one day.
what colors would decorate the room,
the day we become bride and groom.

of course we are still young,
but i can't stop the words falling from my tongue.
i can't stop myself from loving you,
and i hope you keep loving me too.

Seated on a chair coupled with a table
Wanna write something about you
But nothing does comes through

I'm confused
Could it be we're no more fused
Or our bond has been loosed
Am trying to find you
But you're no where close

I only see foes

How could I have known
That you'll turn out to be this cold
Even though I was never told
I still couldn't  decode
That there ain't gonna be a yold

Seems our memories have been stolen
My heart is broken
I can't help but open up

Even when you said it was over
You weren't sober
At times I solemnly wonder
If we're really lovers

But I hope you see this and reconsider

why can't people accept
girls kissing girls,
and boys kissing boys?

me?

i kiss boys and girls.
that's who i am,
and it's who i have
always been.

no matter my sexuality,
i am still me.
i'm the me i was when i was
six, and i am still me at
fifteen.

Pick a hole in the sky
Want to see a glimpse of the blue
Hiding under this grey blanket of clouds
I'm being blown away
Nothing makes sense
Fiction or fantasy
Is all I can take
I can't think
My head is silent
That left turn
Changes you whole

six foot five
with an award winning smile.
a voice that could melt hearts,
that surely melts mine.

and here i am,
almost three in the morning.
and i know he came around
for some reason.

a good reason.

my life had fallen dark
after losing my last love.
but i guess my new man,
he's a gift from above.

he's changing my life,
and yes, for the better.
being with him will be
the end of my inner strife.

while he does live far,
my life will be going through changes.
over nine hundred miles away,
at, least that's by car.

but listen here my love,
my heart is wherever you are.