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xtine Jul 21
there’s this urge
that comes and goes at random times
there’s this urge
to isolate
and distance myself
from everyone in this world
just for the sake of being alone
or maybe
see if there’s someone who’ll notice i’m hiding inside my shell
see if they care enough to break down the barriers and allow me to be part of what’s around me
maybe...
xtine Jul 8
i locked myself inside
so i can feel a sense of freedom

ironic isn’t it?

my room,
my space,
my thoughts,
my own little world

just a small room away from the stigma of this household that lies beyond that bedroom door

just a little something that isn’t yours to take along with the others you’ve already taken away
my personal freedom
xtine Jul 7
mom, when will the day come that you will learn to accept that there is a man that can love me too?
forbidden
xtine Jun 30
maybe
if i were a gymnast,
i could rub my hands with chalk
so that
everything that i once knew
and
all the memories that i held on to
...
won’t slip away from my hands
seasons of change
xtine Jun 3
my heart feels empty
because he moved on
from the feelings he had for me;
and these are feelings i keep to myself
hoping one day, i won’t have to imagine what we could’ve been.
hoping one day i won’t have to pretend about my happiness for him.
hoping one day, i stop longing for someone that doesn’t belong to me.
xtine Apr 22
i can’t stand
all the do’s and dont’s
of your unfair judgments
because sometimes
i need to learn
from my mistakes too
  Apr 18 xtine
Emma P
Sun
When I say
that you are my Sun,
I don’t mean that you are
Luminous,
Brilliant,
Gilded,
Beautiful,
Bold,
Warm,
Or even the center of my universe.
I simply mean that
I cannot look at you
Without hurting
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