every time i laugh
i quickly look over at you
hoping you’d fall for my laugh
as fast as i fell for yours
I don't like talking to you
Because I'm scared I'll be awkward
And make you hate me
I don't look at you in the halls
Because I'm scared you'll look back
And my chest will fall
I avoid texting back
Because I'm scared I'll send some dumb text
I'll regret later on
I look to my feet
Not because I'm scared of you,
But I'm scared of the hate
I'm a coward, afraid of the people in the world
Their judgment, their problems, their lives
I'm scared that if I love someone
I'll destroy them as much as I am
I promise you, I don't hate you
I'm not trying to avoid you
I'm just terrified
Of loving you.
Sometimes, I catch myself thinking about how you're doing,
How your life is,
How is life without me.
I'm sorry I ended it so abruptly.
I didn't know how to say it.
I didn't know what to do.
You probably hate me to death right now.
But it's not my fault I wanted space.
It's not my fault that you took it so hard.
I want to make it up to you.
I want to be friends again.
I don't want awkwardness around us anymore.
I miss our heart to heart talks.
I miss our late night voice chats.
I miss our little indirect tweets.
I'm sorry. Please forgive me.
In the beginning it was fine
When I played it the first few times
I* grew old and weary
Losing a bit of me
Lending this game most of my precious time
Not knowing this will lead to my...
Envy-because my highscore is 8
Vengeance- because the pain is too much
Enragement- because my highscore is 8
Rotteness-because I've been playing all day
Probably I will stop,
Letting go is a choice,
Allowing this game to control me should be no more
Yes! I should never play again but...
I need to try it once more
Travelling the pipes of legend
Again and again I *fail
Gone is all my efforts
Atrocious this game is
(Read the first letter of each sentence to finish the poem )
"Thanks." he said.
"For what?" I said.
"For sticking with me," lacing his fingers through mine,"for trusting me."
My heart sank.
I realized I was in love.
I never thought I could be in love.
I was a machine,
Destined to destroy people.
Wanting to seek revenge.
I fell again
I promised myself I would never fall
But I did
I wondered if he felt the same way
It's not possible
I say quietly to myself
He kisses me on the cheek, "I love you."
I suddenly freeze.
"Why..?" I ask
"I don't know. I get this feeling that you belong to me."
"What if I don't?"
"That's not possible."
"I won't let that happen."
It felt like my world suddenly came crashing down on me.
I didn't know what to do.
But I knew that he loved me.
"That's all I needed to know"
It's kinda long soooo enjoy haha
beautiful all the
I just never
to say after
— The End —