I've always wanted to be naked in front of you
Not naked in a way you would think
Without the clothes and jeans
But naked
Without all the secrets and walls
To let you in to my soul
For you to see my chaotic thoughts
To take a glimpse at my deepest fears
To marvel at my arduous dreams
To laugh at my embarrassing moments
To cry at my forlorn stories

After this, know that
This is the most intimate moment
I can share with you
For I have never let anyone
See me this naked

Often I grow attached to the wrong people

And it takes a couple of rudely worded phrases for me to realize that


Often I wonder how I will go on without speaking to them

And it takes a few months until I'm okay with being on the other side

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