"tve" poems
now I don't mind taking criticism but those who disrespect me should expect to be seeing light like a prism you shouldn'tve said anything you little troll you never commented on anything I wrote inboxing me trying to scold me for reposting something I found funny you'll learn not to **** with me the blast master you little ******* can't type more than ten Words while I can drop bombs and bars for hours I'll scour the internet and **** you're no original self up on here or on wax if you wanna take it that far man **** it I'm done you're a waste of dissing bars
Dec 18, 2014
Dec 18, 2014 at 8:55 PM UTC
A lady came today
To ask me how my life is
I looked at her with desperate eyes
And lied.
With mother glaring down at me,
And this pleasant little lady
I lied.
I told her everything was fine
I lied.
I didn't mention the bruises
Or the many handprints
That mother had left on my skin
I lied
I didn't mention
My nights of hunger
Or sleep loss from the parties
I lied
I didn't mention
my new "daddy"
Nor his prying hands
I lied
I didn't mention
the stuff I see
The needles and the straws
And now? I regret it.
I wish I hadn'tve lied
But with mother glaring down at me
What else was I to do?
I couldn't tell the truth,
Not with mother watching.
Her eyes told me plainly what would happen
So I lied.
And now, I regret it.
May 9, 2014
May 9, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
Great, I think she wants back in my life
She walked out when we possibly had a future maybe with two kids a happy husband and wife
I'm still bearing wounds from our last encounter
It's ludicrous what I had to go through with this *****
Oh wait I shouldn't say that even though she ripped my heart into halves and almost flatlined me
So even though I swore I wouldn't do any more rhymes about her I'm going out of my solace to lay my feelings to rest like a hydraulic mattress
I'm glad this has happened in a cosmic sort of way because no matter how hard it became alive I stayed to prove not to just to her but myself that you can survive heartbreak of that density those few weeks felt like a nomadic crackhead wandering the centuries yet it interests me that she expects me to say something to her first which is why I'm putting all of my problems and angst into this verse
I'm open to being friends again I'm all for that because what happened shouldn'tve happened at all but don't you dare play with my heart again because of you do I'll burn you like a succubusses ***** after an STD
Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 12:37 AM UTC
It burns
My chest
My eyes
My face
With shame
The tears
Were meant to heal
But instead they broke,
Caused me to choke
It was meant to be fine
Shouldn'tve dismissed the signs
Signs of you not being mine
And having me in your mind
Doesn't matter each way
Dismissed my feelings in the ashtray
Put them all where
They won't see another day
I miss companiable hugs
Instead of mental drugs
I don't need no rush
No guilt or shame
For loving who you are
And hating you the same
Jan 19, 2021
Jan 19, 2021 at 1:35 PM UTC
see that you're on right now
pondering what would happen if we talked right now
we're both more than able but its clear
that you don't want me around
but i know you're up in bed
thoughts messing with your head
or maybe that's just me
i remember when you said
that i was perfect for you
what happened to us two
i probably shouldn'tve pushed you away
but i didn't know what else to do
when the feelings started to change
stopped smiling when you said my name
just hurting one another
didn't wanna be the cause of your pain
so i released you to the skies
just to dream of you every night
it's been long enough now
but you still cross my mind
and in another world we'd be okay
but that time is not today
even after all the **** you did
i hope you feel loved and happy and safe
Mar 14, 2021
Mar 14, 2021 at 4:25 PM UTC
I’m starting to think about you and I and with clarity
Not with anger, or annoyance, just as two people.
Two people, who once knew each other, but were not meant for each other
Friends, is really the best option. It always was.
It wouldn’tve mattered when it ended, it would have anyways
How blind i was to what was happening and I’m sorry
For everything, but in the end, our end, this is how it was written.
Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 9:14 PM UTC
Let's be friends.
That's all I ask for.
It's too simple
Why can't you grant my request?
You've hurt me so much
But I kept my promise
And I didn't let go of you
So why am I still the loser of this war?
I'm sick and tired
Perhaps love is a ruthless game
We're the players
And you cheated on me.
Am I too stupid to give you another chance?
You're lucky for this proposition
I couldn'tve forgiven you
But I still believe in our love.
And now, here I am
Begging you to stay
I know you never loved me
You didn't love anyone... except her.
Am I even right to choose you?
You're just like any other guy
Who broke my heart
And I'm just any other girl
Who got burned in your fire.
Jan 28, 2015
Jan 28, 2015 at 4:58 AM UTC
I don't regret meeting you
I regret falling for you
If I knew it'd end like this
I wouldn'tve put my heart out like that
There is not a lot I regret in my life
But this one
I wish I could go back and change it
Why is it hard to let you go
There is s nothing there to hold on to
So what am I hanging on to?
Nov 23, 2024
Nov 23, 2024 at 6:12 PM UTC
I'm confused stuck at a crossroads with no idea what to do
I swore to myself I need no help that I wouldn't go crawling back to you
Now I don't know what to do, because it hurts to have to miss you
But I don't wanna get stomped on for wanting something beyond what we had to begin with, it's annoying because I shouldn'tve gotten attached to begin with
But I did get attached
Now I'm confused if you feel the same
It hurts to miss you, I may feel empty but it's for the best
Between the crossroads I've found my way, the road leading right away from you
Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 7:51 PM UTC
you first talked to me a year ago today.
and i couldn'tve been happier.
what happened to us?
d.l.b.
Jul 24, 2014
Jul 24, 2014 at 1:39 AM UTC