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Amanda Kay Burke Jun 2018
After a long battle with tempting addiction
I came to senses about
The destroyed mess I made of my life
Fumbled through dark until I got out

To see my face happy now is a blessing
Is there any gift greater than to live?
When grass tickles bare stumbling feet
Today content with what Earth has to give

Cannot imagine a future with ****** in it
Rather be dead than go through thaf one more time
It is a road leading to no gain
Only desolation; a steep hill to climb.

Those days will always be etched in mind
Reminder not to be engulfed, to stay strong
Because of ever-present marks on both arms
Have no difficulty living right instead of wrong.
I do have difficilty though. I think we all do.
Madeysin May 2015
God loved, us when he didn't need us. That speaks volumes. Words; to flesh. Tongue depressed, no longer. Because my King hung on that cross, & by His stripes we are healed. Made whole, crafted into beauty, not brutality. We were made, with a conscience capable of good & evil. Feed the wolf thaf leads you. You can't blame a God that loves you, forgives you when you hate him. You can only love someone as much as you love God.
Idk it just happend bruh
Anna-Marie Rose Aug 2016
Seems everyone has someone
Seems like they can keep that someone in their life.
Why is it .. I'm alone..
No one wants this body as their own
Why do I cry so much
Missing out on loves true touch.
What is the reason guys want me
But don't want to have me as theirs

My magical place is lost in time
Past mistakes create a rip in the fabric of LIFE.
My tears trickle down my cheeks
My mental state begins to rattle and shake..
A earthquake it seems
Beats my soul down in defeat

Seems I'm just a puzzle piece in this
Scene.
Nothing I can fake
Nothing I can take
My life is junk yard
Where the unwanted things get thrown. .
Seems my life is not really a source
For someone heart to breathe
Just a messed up battlefield
Where unneeded unwanted unnecessary things end up..

(Why is it that I am not good enough
Am I really that bad)

(I took them away from the life they wanted  n needed)

I ruined my babies lives
I ****** up so bad
I don't know where to go
I lost my mind
Now I know
I can't take it back
My world is so black
I wish that I wasn't  so ******* stupid
Like thaf.
I guess that's why I'm so alone
Because I deserve it
I walked down this road
(Mersadie, mawell, molly..
I'm so sorry..
I failed U
When I told him
Thaf I wanted to bleed
He said
If you do, I'll kick your ****
And now
I'm crying
Because that's exactly
What you'd say.
levi eden r Jul 2018
moon,

i know what you're thinking all the time and please slow down.
the world feels like it's crashing and i don't know what to tell you except that this will pass too.
i want to tell you to just think of the smell of mom,
those random saturday mornings where you'd wake up to breakfast with your family.
but i can't because i know that thaf won't make your heart full.
and i'm sorry.
for i know i contribute to these bad thoughts.
we will be okay.
i don't know that for sure.
and i know you think or know that this, you, ends in death and maybe it will but
it's okay even if that's the case.
slow down, breathe.

sincerely,

me
a letter
When life gets hard don't give up.
Just keep your head on straight,
Patience is a virtue, to get better, sometimes you got to wait,
You have to exercise your mind,
to keep it nice and strong.,
It's a known fact what you don't use,
Will go bad in not that long,
There wil be days that you will feel,
could my life get any worse ,
Next time you have a day like thaf
you'll swear you must be cursed,
No one lives a problem free life
they come in different ways,
You can have problems back-to-back,
or none for many days,
You should try to deal with problems
as in your life they come,
If you dont they will pile up
and from them you will run,
There are people when you look at them you'll think there problem free,
But no one is  they just have control  and can hide them so you cant see, hi
There are problems that seem big and probems that seem small,
But you just have to deal with them and dont let them make you fall.
Maddy Feb 23
Only the Bullied
Learn to Accept
Few or no friends
Frenemies?
They just have enough
No more
No less
They don"t expect
They were strippec of wanting anything else
When you are excluded
When your parent calls you Plain Jane
Made to sit with boys at school
You are not pretty enough by their standards
Your clothes are not nice enough
Your metal braces and rubber banded teeth don't fit in
You catch them doing things in school bathrooms thaf you wish you never witnessed
These memories come back to haunt you later on
No matter how successful you have become
Only the bullied know why children should never ever get away with doing this to others
Even now
Nellie 55 Sep 2019
Don't know what to do
Felt like my heart was pumping glass shreds into my veins
Never had a clue
I'll still wait for you

My actions weren't the greatest
But here's my story
I messed up the love of my life
Here i am trying to make it alright
I'm still losing the fight
I'm tempted to paint it all black
Got this heart ache and a deep fear of not getting her back
I'll still wait
What's the worse thaf can happen?
Time's already drowning me with thoughts and fear
Rejection already skins my confidence alive
Questioning my past already burns
On serious level whats the worst that can happen now?
This wait is teaching me how to survive, haven't you know I'm a survivor?

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