Norwegian summer night.
She opens her guest room window and
Balcony door to
Give the scent of warm pine and
Sunstroked willow a free tour of her
Apartment on a welcome breeze.
I mute the TV, as she enters her bedroom
Leaving me shirtless in shorts on her
Sofa, headphones nearly plugged into
My laptop when she requests a tuck-in,
Knowing that granting me the remains of
Her Saturday night sixpack means
She's going to bed alone.
I kiss her forehead goodnight. She steals
A bonus hug, wanting it to
Last until morning though it's
Futile. I bury my face in warm, soft
Neck. She
Releases hesitantly. Smiles.
She has bed. I have Johnny Cash and Chet
Baker, Alan Watts and Allen Ginsberg,
Beer, time, and a window of solitude.
"Silent" and "listen" are spelled with
The same letters.
My impairment is that I am a man.
I love her. And the aloneness that
A man can only obtain when
Even the loneliness has left him.
I can't feel my feet, unless she does what
She has learned to do;
Give me space. Space with the texture,
Colour and pattern of the
Blanket one tucks
Around
The legs of someone
In a wheelchair, gesturing by it:
*I love your
Every single
Circle.