"prooving" poems
I had a dream the other day I ran into a doctor, lawyer and a constable,
We came to an agreement that I had lost some part of me and that "I" am totally responsible;
Then I had another dream I ran into a doctor, cousolor and a poet,
We came to an agreement there's certain things you just don't delegate but before then I didn't know it!
So now I'm taking six weeks off and explaining why is basically the moral of this little rhyme,
I have to find that item I lost instead of intertaining getting high and ******* all the time!
There's a lot of back stepping I must do I could have lost it anywhere,
It's a powerful asset I've always had but I lost it somewhere over this past year.
It might be right next to you or me so please look around do you see it?
This is a necessary part of me I really need so I just can't ignore or say so be it.
I must retrace my steps to lead me back to what once led me to here,
To fix that error of my past when I lost the virtue of my despair.
Now a broken bone heals in six weeks and so I think this is a realistic amount of time,
This is a personal excursion I must take because believe me I feel all of your pain combined.
I have to find my virtue the disposition to keep on doing the right thing...
Without my positive attitude the strength and prudence I have just doesn't mean a god ****** thing!
You might miss me a little bit but I plead for you to stay away,
If you don't it doesn't matter cause I'm not answering my phone, texts e-mails nor doorbells anyway.
And if you've learned anything from me you'll listen to me when I say,
Loosing virtue is like jumping off a 55 ft. bridge you'll be hurting every day!
And if like me you ever lose your virtue you'll realize this then too,
You'll go on an excursion just like me this virtue you too you will persue.
Sediment, strength, prudence and wisdom go nowhere as far as prooving who one is,
Without the moral virtue we all have that allows us to make stinky things smell like roses.
Goodbye for now I'll see you soon and for me to do this you ought,
To love yourself much and me much too and for you... to Keep a Wonderful aThought!
Robin Ashley
Sep 19, 2015
Sep 19, 2015 at 6:03 AM UTC
Last night Gary Facebooked me:
11:03 PM
"Can I ask you to be crazy with me?"
Gary said he had been flirting with this girl, May
for six months.
She wanted to see him in person tonight,
And he needed a ride.
Gary and I met 11 days ago.
Strangers brought together in the streets of Freeport by pokemon GO.
he spotted me holding my phone out from a mile away.
"Team Instinct?
TEAM INSTINCT!"
Lightning cracked above us
as we cryed in harmony:
"THERE IS NO SHELTER FROM THE STORM!"
My knowledge of him consists of three things.
1. He works as a security guard
Is first responder for medical emergency
Tackles felons and escorts people with restraining orders.
plays it up like he's a security guard for something mysterious
He is a security guard for Wal-mart.
2. Gary buys peoples affection.
Throws his money aimlessly
Pointing at his trophies
Prooving he too is expensive
3. To Gary,
there is nothing better to do
from 12 - 5am
Than wander Looking for pikachu.
With me.
besides visiting this May.
"A taxi would be $80
but I'd rather pay that to you, Bro."
On the drive there,
He is Squeeing, Singing,
Flipping out.
"I've got knots in my stomach Bro."
Upon arrival,
He readily jumps from my car
"Go catch 'em Brock" I say.
When I get back to Freeport
he sends me a messege.
1:04 AM
"Dude.
I think she fell asleep waiting
I'm not inside yet."
I park my car in Freeport,
Finish catching a Weedle.
"I'm on my way, stay safe."
"Man I'm so down."
"She's not coming to the door Nick."
"I'm just gonna curl up on the ground and cry."
"I've called her 24 times"
He heavily thumps his backpack into my backseat
Slumps down into my car.
"There is"
"no shelter"
"From"
"the storm"
"In my heart."
We stare out the window.
At the two homeless men
With no teeth
That he didn't beat.
He's holding night vision binoculars
And a clean Knife.
"I'm sorry I got you involved, Nick
I asked you to be crazy with me."
Jul 17, 2016
Jul 17, 2016 at 11:22 AM UTC
I'll listen to a lullaby
Dance around my brain
And try to think of you
Without seeing rain
*hush now my love
You are everything to me
Let me fight away your demons
Pull you closer while you sleep*
As my old favourite song lyrics
Get stuck inside my head
Tied tightly to the image
Of us curled up in bed
*hush now my love
I'll keep you warm
As we hold each other tightly
And keep at bay the storm*
Cloudy smiles bright
As first dew morning sun
Flit around like butterflies
Reminding how no one
*hush now my love
Your hand trembles in mine
Find peace in our warmth
When our hands intertwine*
Has seen that side of me
Since the day that you left
Prooving once and for all
That love truly is deaf
*hush now my love
Times are growing cold
I am still here watching over
No matter what you're told*
So now I hear the lullaby
And sing its sorrow's tune
Knowing all love is lost
But that of me for you
*hush now my love
When dawn comes I will be gone
I'm sorry I can't hold you
And keep you safe and warm*
As when the night quietens
Right before my eyes
It's the image of you I see
That drowns out my lullabies.
*hush now my love
Your hollowed eyes grow dark
Just listen as I whisper
The story as we part*
Sep 26, 2015
Sep 26, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
I'm just a girl with trust issues
Until you came along
And broke down the wall
Made me freely open up to you
Words you said
Just like taking in a breath
Made total different sense
To me than it did to you
Boy, please do dilute your words
Cause little did you know
That it may kindle some kind of hope
In a girl who's learning to mold
Holding on to letters and words
Never saw a prooving action
Waiting truly does hurt
When it's a one sided effort
Easy to drown a person
Seeking a first step
Too bad it's not the only one
Plenty more are still ahead
Boy, please do dilute your words
Cause little did you know
That it may kindle some kind of hope
In a girl who's learning to mold
Couple of drowns left
Swimming like never before
I can finally see land
Says new beginning not "the end"
Apr 16, 2018
Apr 16, 2018 at 1:29 PM UTC