"mylove" poems
To the girl who took my heart away
I wanna say
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Mar 2, 2013
Mar 2, 2013 at 1:32 PM UTC
a whisper—
it creeps through my extremities,
& it persists:
even when my fatherforgivemeforIhavesinned is clutched nearby,
like a slowburningcinder
that chisels at the arches of my feet,
& simmers in my lockedup[treasure]chest,
it tells me:
*“iwonderwhenyouwilljustgivein,mylove,
giveintotheembersandburstintoflames.”*
[& these wrists, they ache,
with a promise they once held for me—
justopenthechestandyouwillbesetfree]
—
& I hate to be the bearerofbadnews but,
you are a part of it, as well,
my l.ong o.verdue v.icissitudinous e.scape,
& in your lapse of silence,
you whisper, too.
*“iwonderwhenyouwilljustgivein,myfriend,
giveintotheembersofyourheartache
andsquelchouttheselickingflames.”*
—
& as the forest is left to its smolders
& as the smoke begins to clear,
I lie awake in
the lulling hours of the morning,
inspecting the charring on my heartstrings
& the scorched remnants of my exhausted energies,
waiting for healing to awaken
among the first few raindropsofremembers & sprigsofspring,
[itrustyou,itrustyou,itrustyou]
only to be engulfed in the rhythm of your illumination again,
for my leaves are dry
& the winds are strong,
& the hypnosis of your glow is too seductive to disregard.
Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 3:14 PM UTC
touch me hold me.
in moon lite night.
a sweet love of night.
a sweet of love the dawn.
a sweet love of spring time song.
in month of june.
so touch me hold me.
in arms tonight.
in the moonlite night
so dance with me mylove
in moonlite night.
sweet love of the night.
sweet of the dawn.
i love you yes it true.
my sweet love of spring time song.
in month of june.
dance with me my love
in the moonlite night.
hold me in your heart.
my sweet love of the night.
as tonight tonight.
wish upon the stars.
an hold my love in my arms.
so touch me hold me.
in the moonlite night.
my sweet love of the night.
sweet love of the dawn.
sweet love of spring time song
in month of june .
i love my love.
dance with my love in moon lite .
an hold me in your heart .
in sweet love of the night.
i love you my love.
Aug 22, 2010
Aug 22, 2010 at 1:46 PM UTC
Were I now, like you in heaven,
In estranging me, you escape in agony
To the deepest bottom of a cavern,
Wheresoever you are, with you,
Mylove shall take a plunge too.
Since I hardly find a way, let us hug and part
I can’t let you have more of me, no more…
I’m done, ‘m glad with all my heart
Oh such easily, I can free, free me of all dirt.
At the last gasp of love’s latest breath,
Trust, ashamed, kneeling by its bed of death,
Friendly lies being brought into,
Tear drops proving, they love the lashes too.
I woke up in a pool of sweat,
‘Nightmare!’; ‘Reality’, for that to happen,
Do you think I will ever let?
And hey, do you think, you play it fair?
You had myheart, thrice to tear!
I wonder what eyes, love put in my head,
They can image nothing beyond you,
Only if I knew where my judgement fled…
I swear, I would have never let go of you.
Oh I remember it was the tears,
That hid the marvel in you,
Leaving me with destiny and fears.
I don’t fear a loss now,
Untrue love, Untrue love, Untrue love;
Your mind is light, soon lost for new love,
I know such evilness doesn’t brew in you!
I was the one who leapt, across the night
You were right there, even when I wept.
I won’t let unease topple me,
With you not near; Have had enough
Of toiling, with you sarcastic afar!
Mar 29, 2016
Mar 29, 2016 at 12:49 PM UTC
ocean apart of the hearts
in the land of the rising
sun.
a angel capture my heart
she is treasure of all
the land.
she the butterfly of
the spring water of
life.
as then the song of
magic.
in the early morning
spring.
as then i travel these
road in her land.
to find this beautiful
lotus flower of my heart.
what is love but is love with
her arms.
i yell out loud from
highest mountain top
i'am here my love
i'am here mylove
i'am ocean apart my sweet
love from heart my love.
you are twilight of the spring
an the song my heart.
you the magic of my days
and the magic of night.
hear my words my love
i love you for you
my love
because
you are my heart
that bring endless joy to my
life.you are laughter
in my life
where their is sadness.
you bring joy in my life
so let walk this road in life
together as one.
an build rainbow of joy in are life
as travel these road in life
i love you my love
Jan 26, 2011
Jan 26, 2011 at 4:12 PM UTC
As my love for you seeps away,
As I lie here with nothing to say,
And all this time,it fly's by,
My heart grows smaller,and starts to die,
The vision of you,it starts to loose its touch,
My heart is big for you,
now not so much,I'm loosing love,gaining nothing,
I thought mylove for you,was acually something,
Feeling sorrow, but I cant admit it,
Here in solitude,thinking about it,
I'm not absorbing hate,
But I'm starting to believe somthing called fate.
Even though I just said all this stuff,
Im going to still love you,
but just not as such.
Bad things can happen to great friends,
for a moment their I felt as if my soul had to decend.
Now I'm feeling the letting off of sympathy,
and my soul coming to harmony,
but I still dont know why you were starting to feel,far from me.
Now as I open my eyes,
I see that nothing is intentional,
and how love can seem so non-fictional.
Love really gets to some people,
But to me it seems 2 dimensional,
Like ones real and the other is unbelieviable,
Love can control what we have,
believe it or not its decieviable.
But as I stumble on this path,
I soon began to relize that its always pleadable.
A scar on the heart, a **** on love,
And how it can cross ones heart,
And leave a cruel and happy story of true art,
From people of true parts,
That soon come together,
In the mixed emotions of bad weather.
Dec 17, 2010
Dec 17, 2010 at 6:06 PM UTC
While((myYearsLeft.size())!=0){
byYourSide=true;
myLove++;
}
May 21, 2013
May 21, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC
Her Serene and complete soul blossomed like a new born flower,so I want to be her lover
May 2, 2014
May 2, 2014 at 10:46 PM UTC
Our eternity has come to an end.
Yesterday’s Love is now but a distant dream,
drifting away at the speed of death
with no agent of regret to slow it down..
My heart has sat within the field of our love, patiently waiting for you to return to the center of your heart and remember the pathless path that leads to this field.
Spring came, I laughed with orchids, prayed with trees that bow their branches before the setting sun, and learned the song of the bees that sing to the flowers within this field. But you, mylove, were nowhere to be found..
Summer came, I witnessed the innocence and harmony of nature, I watched the rays of the radiant sun make love to our fertile earth and bloom a garden in the hues of her emerald aura. But you, mylove, were nowhere to be found..
Autumn came, the butterflies told me stories of their harvest and their resurrection through death. I helped the Earth paint the leaves of the walking trees in orange, brown and red, and I learned the faith of a withering rose dancing in the light of the sun. But you, mylove, were nowhere to be found..
Winter has come, and you are nowhere to be found, mylove. The earth of my body is not made to withstand the absence of the sun. Shelter I must seek or I will die in this field, cold and alone. It seems I am doomed to hold you, only in my memories of you.
Grateful I am still! For in the haven of my memories my heart will find solace, as death carries me to a world where Love is found.
goodbye ..
May 16, 2021
May 16, 2021 at 1:19 AM UTC
We loved so much ,and got so far ,then we missed ,and became devastated Lost in your gaze,I hope to Be in you'r arms ,Come wipe away my tears ,and all my fears!Hold me Right where I belong,in your Love,plays my song once there was a man YOU !I fell inlove'r ,,You are my shinning star,where ever you ,ARE FAR ,I Love you,your my only man,to be with forever mylove, always...
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 1:41 AM UTC
All theses thoughts in my head,theses racing thoughts that wont give me a min of peace.
The voices always telling me im worthless,ugly,trash,a lying ***** that'll never amount to anything or every have anything out of life if i.
Thoses same voices telling me im better off dead everyone would be better if i wasnt in existence anymore,then i look at my family and wish every day to be normal for them.
Normal is all ive wanted my whole life instead of crazy **** going on and constantly around me that makes me look bad and that im ******* every one in the world.
Is it really that hard for him to love me and want me for the rest of ourlives.
Will he every forgive me for the five mistakes i made when we were first brought together and that i hid it from him cause i feared losing my eternal love im sorry mylove for lying so long but even now i show you proof and tell you exactly whats on my mind and never lie to you again.
May 21, 2017
May 21, 2017 at 2:38 AM UTC
What have i done
Giving mylove away
For a trail never promised to stay
A heart full of love
Filling with sorrow
I should of thought twice
I am tired of leading with my heart
When it comes to love i am weak
My weakness is i love harder
Harder than i ever thought
Its pure to my wants
I chase what i want
Its him who i want .
Stopp the recklessnes ..your weakness
Weakness spoke upon me and let him take it.
He took it and ran with it
Never looking back
Chasing him was an empty virtue
O was so blind with masked lovely haze
I didnt seeo..i wanted to feel nothing but him
Hypnotized by what ..i had no meaning to
This love had no meaning
Its takes two to make it historic
I left in your hands as if i cant conquer on my own.
Trial mistaken.
Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 2:13 PM UTC
God, was she beautiful.
She was my best friend.
I wanted her to be more than that.
We were inseparable
Always together.always on the phone. Always caring for each other.
We practically spent our whole lives together.
God the days we’ve wasted.
In this life and afterlife.
“mylove what would I do without you.”
“I don’t know. Die.?”
I chuckled jokingly.
“Exactly.”
“And what would I do without you.?”
“die.”
“Exactly.”
We shared a laugh together.
“I love you, don’t you ever forget that.”
I whispery shouted, while shifting up, focusing on her pearly brown eyes.
“I’m not going nowhere.”
She smiled.
I smiled.
I loved her.
And she loved me.
Or so I hoped.
We called. we talked all day. it was the happiest days of my life.
In this life and afterlife.
phone rings.
It’s her.
I answered.
Someway. Somehow. I could feel her trembling through the phone.
she was saying how done she is with life. How she wants to go.
Me and her never had good relationships with our parents.
Trauma we both shared together.
Together and forever.
I insisted that we meet up.
We met up talk, talk, talk, and talk.
We both were sick of people ****
We decided to leave together.
so we hugged, one last time.
we kissed.
God that kiss.
We listened to our song one good time.
“White Ferrari”
we pulled out the pocket knife we’ve always kept.
hand in hand.
knife to knife.
chest to chest.
heart to heart.
we kissed one more time.
“In this life and afterlife my love.”
she smiled in response.
we took the knife and stabbed each other,
right in the heart.
in this life and afterlife.
………………
even death couldn’t keep us apart.
May 14, 2025
May 14, 2025 at 12:29 AM UTC
In these moments with you
I can feel the oceans in me
rippling with gratitude.
Eternally grateful I am,
for the space you have created
in my world.
The warmth of your love
has healed the many wounds
of my fathers before me.
An angel you are.
An answer to all of
God’s daily prayers
as well as my own.
I have built altars
in your name
within this temple.
Please mylove,
Come take a glimpse
into my heart
and know how much
you are loved.
Jun 2, 2020
Jun 2, 2020 at 2:20 PM UTC
I think of you
Lying on a sandy beach
A light breeze kisses my face
The sea is calm and still
I see you on the clouds in the sky
I see you on the air, hovering over the sea
I see you lying next to me
Yet I know you are very far away
I hear your laughter loud and clear
Your body emits a fragrance
Fresh as the scent of roses and jasmine
I can feel your presence next to me
Yet I know you are very far away
You are a portrait on the surface of the sea
A painting of vivid colours
A painting as only Michelangelo could make
So vivid, so real
Yet so far away you are
Ever in my thoughts you are, ever will remain
My Dream Girl, My Dream Girl
I have never seen you, yet I know you
Like I have lived with you, all my life
I see you so clearly that I could paint you
My Dream Girl, My Dream Girl
Alas, I am no Picasso or Rembrandt, MyLove
Only A Simple Soul From Down Under
Sep 29, 2025
Sep 29, 2025 at 6:56 AM UTC
(
•
)
^^^ ^^^ ^^^
Like a gently flowin River .......
She murmers
•
Build me a home
Build a home for everyone
///
( there is too much fear
Boy
Come
Build me a Home )
//
A home for everyone
•
The winds !
Gentle thoughts of tomorrow
( gently children of tomorrow )
Oh LOVE !
Give me real Strength !
For the children yet to come
////
MyLove !
You play with all the young boys
Everyone !
////
We love
Yet we both are Free
We serve all the tomorrows
That may come
///
My love
Like a gently flowin River
On and on
( & on )
Dec 16, 2014
Dec 16, 2014 at 4:54 PM UTC
I think I should make it public
How my love for compsci’s static
My hatred is a void
main(String args[]){
Where should I start?
Where DO {
I start?
BREAK; it down
To packages to classes
I might just need glasses
Primitives and variables
Freedom: Inevitable.
Step 1: Initialize
Step 2: Declare
Step 3: glare
Then pull out your hair.
Int and Strings
Those petty things
I’d rather float
Than write oop notes
IF my love for this
Was put digitally
boolean love = true;
You have no ******* clue!
Private or public?
A Return or a void?
Oh functions
Just send me to oblivion
Those red squiggly lines
I’d rather be blind
It’s only one sign:
There’s millions more of its kind!
Case 1:
The brackets that contain
everything.
There’s the round ones
The squiggly ones
The square ones
That come in a pair
Case 2:
Dots.
I’d rather be on ***
Case 3:
Capital
Letters.
Static
Behaviours.
Comp-sci, my saviour
I love shedding tears.
G
U
I.
More like **** you goodbye
Grid layout my ***
Only way it’d look nice
If it was FOR Windows95
I should just make an arraylist of MyLove[];
Because my love for compsci
cannot be bound by numbers
Oh! OP -
Don’t forget the getters
And the ****** setters
I’ll set this straight.
I don’t get
your
traits.
}
}
Mar 1, 2018
Mar 1, 2018 at 9:21 AM UTC