you get pulled over and have no seat belt on don't give a flying ****
you wake up late for school and you don't want to go
you ask your mom please but she still says no
miss two classes and no homework
teacher teaches class like your some kind of ****
can't even wink to dismiss this earthly bliss
when there's a dozen of pots in my sink
we dream of better days yet get lost in some purple haze
yet year after year we are as mice getting stuck in a maze
go to bathroom in your pants yet you hide it away in a secret place
don't give a flying **** about politics and the newest trend
we all must keep it in check lest I inspect a newer way of living
bask in the vast expanse of ***, drugs & rock and roll

like Johnny Paycheck sang, "Take this job and shove  I  ain't working here no more".
like spaghetti without the sauce or toast without butter
is it any wonder we got too much time on our hands
let the reader understand you can't keep sticking it to the man
don't give a flying **** on your critical mindset of fire blown in its fullest desire
don't care in what you say or did that's why i put an M80 under a garbage can lid
ever since I was a kid I did what was best for me that's how i studied my history
life is busy when you are making other plans i hope you all someday will understand
don't give a flying **** when your out burning the midnight oil
have to wait far to long watching water to boil
got Trump in his ivory the know it all for president
don't give a flying **** on who will take up residence
in the changing of the season everyhting happens for a reason

have you ever had your guts ripped out.. freom a few simple words?
or litsening to a song and your whole body runs cold...
have you ever had that moment in life you just stop?
have you ever felt yourself collapse, your tears running red, your blood running cold, and free?
sometimes you just get tired and weak, you wanna give up. but you gotta feel that inner sreangth.. no matter how bad you wanna jsut stop and collapse.
have you ever hand that nihtmare that your all alone ad everyone has abandoned ou... where your doors are shut, the hall is longer then youve run,
have you ever had someone jsut rip your guts out and let the hang around your neck till the last breth is a sorry for the mess you lived.
have you ever had that break down wehre your falling and no ones there to pick you up, they are holdingoyu down, inthat black mack covering they one true love of death.
my dear you are all I dreamed about for long then I lived... I am the borne of love... fallen from the sky, and that is all I do.. it fall.. everyhting I tried jsut fell and dropped fron under me.
no one can beat me.. yet Im in this **** hole of my years...
behind this smile ws the knowlage that everything is going to be okay and ehres this cold hard fact that this **** smile wants to cry everything to death
behind this smile, this fake mask with the tear stained eyes, I am not as happy as I play it to be, everythign crumbled into a million peiced, half them got fixed and it all seemed to be okay but its all too fast and this little baby is motherless. and this little babys daddys the soldier that freed the pain of the world.
hush little baby dont you cry everythings gonna be alright...
this little lulliby for your life.. go to sleep little baby everythigns gonna me alright.

For a moment, just close your eyes
Cancel out everything around and just breathe, try to remember what the ocean sounds like
Let the air around consume you
Take a deep breathe and let everyhting go
Imagine you are walking on water that's very shallow
Imagine breathing in crisp fresh air through your nose
Let the wind brush against your fingertips and face

take a selfie,
show some ****,
give 'em some dimple,
with hair in face.

act all sad,
and maybe even vulnerable,
because you know,
that's how to get the boys.

i met you last year,
and i thought maybe you were okay,
but nah,
your not.

take a selfie,
wear practically no clothes,
show some ****,
because you get all the boys.

take a selfie,
maybe someone will love you then,
but they won't,
not when your showing them everyhting.

take a selfie,
post it,
you look cute,
nah you say i am ugly you say.

I see you everyday
I can hear my heart beat fast
I can tell i'm smiling when I saw you
I can tell when I feel hurt because your with her
I blush red when your near
I lought when your name pops up
I wish you saw how I felt about you
I wish you...could see that we could be more then friends
But your with her
And you look happy
You look like she is everyhting
You look at her, like she is the only thing in the world
Like it's just you and her and no one else
Maybe that could be me and you
But.....You blong with her
And I know that
She is everything
That I will never be

for I long to be thin yet where do I begin
can't even get to the gym
wear a heros smile still know all the great while
having many bounce to the ounce with the cushion for my pushing
got one foot in heaven while the other is in hell
but I truly got a good story to tell
when I was young I used to be skinny & wise
souped up six pack and learned to relax
playing my guitar in the cellar
although those many years have passed
still I have every bit of reason to grasp
I'm a fat man who drinks a lot of soda
watching late night flicks such as Rhoda
but let me grasp hold of
a pen and a paper nor stereo to caper
me and Eric B with a great plate full of fish

sorry that I missed
to try to burst your bubble
I'm in the game trying to stay out of trouble
yet make  my Martini strong like right on the double
not since Fred with Barney Rubble
life is filled with twists and turns
one soul soars while the other soon to be burned
the thin philosophy killed Karen Carpenter in her Anorexia
when I  was young making love was for fun now those days are done
need to relax then bask in the vast expanse as the disco ball
onto the no it all who has perfected his game
I'm happy to be naked & fat
although soon it may give me a heart attack
falling apart at the seams with evil means
yet everyhting is clean while I live in a land so very mean
getting loose on my caboose its the hour of power
may have to take it all in with a cold shower
over and over like the over the shoulder bolder holder

I feel so useless
I feel so
So
I don’t know
Stupid
Dumb
Worthless
If I can’t do this
I can’t do anything
It’s easy to hate yourself
So I’ll try not to
Just like I thought I was trying today
I hate everyhting
But I also don’t
I just hate right now
The spaces between right now
Before and after
I hate the silence after something you just said
And you didn’t think anything of it
But then you relize that you messed up
And you can’t take it back
Now everyone is going to remember it
Think judgement on you
But everythings fine
It’s fine
You’re fine
But if you’re not fine
That’s fine too
You’re not stupid
It just feels that way

Having felt alive for one night,
having felt for one night,
the closest she had been to pleasure,
and then she clinged.

To that thought, to that man.
How can she not..
when the rest of her life is a cry.
her rest of her life is a miserable bubble.
Nightmare cannot describe it,
cause nightmare has an end.
She longs for the end sometimes,
but she knows the truth so well,
that she cannot let her unconcious takeover.
And now she s left in between,
battling on who s having the wheel.
but she s losing her will,
she has lost everyhting,
you, her hopes, her strength,
her smartness is not enough enough anymore,
the world is closing the door,
weak, weak and afraid
how can see pass through this raid.
all in her mind as were your feelings for her
glad she released you, at least you can move further..
her chains are golden, her smile will deceive you,
her eyes will tresspass you,
so full of yourself you ll let her understand you,
but she wont and that s her conviction,
not ever let others relieve your affliciton.

now you can see it all over,
she s battling herself,
in her dreams she still sees you,
i know youre there,
please appear..
or disappear
i dont know anymore
my mind is tired
of this endless war,
release me
you or this world.