"awnser" poems
whats your name my dear the sickly scented voice asks my right ear
i dont know stop asking
you have a name sprinkled as snow so please my dear tell us so
P L E A S E stop asking
and who am i to stop asking this question that unnerves you yet?
its keslee
is that the truth? or a word you regret?
im mckay
and the last of your names that your father has stored
that comes last and it never lasts
yes but whats the name you use to move forward?
I DONT KNOW STOP ASKING!!
names oh sweet givent to the kin, yet all are disgraced in years of sin
stop asking im trying to listan
mendoza seems fitting for you my dear, wount you please say it im dying to hear?
no thats over now
then quintana, less vile it slides off the tounge a lovely mistress to whom you would run.
its at its end
are you afraid? hungered or shallow? what is the reason to live in such mallow?
stop it
stay up every night till the dusk turns to day screaming in lemons only to be not okay
stop it
burst your head against the wall till all the words stain the halls
stop it
whats your name?
stop it
WHATS YOUR NAME?
I WONT AWNSER
whats your name?
please
whats your name
just stop.
Oct 10, 2020
Oct 10, 2020 at 2:11 PM UTC
i may never find another like you
but thats okay
i only ever saw you twice
but how much you added to my life
is worth a thousand times
with someone who would have meant less
am i fool to fall in love on the second date
or am i just a broken heart
that finally found the glue
what a shame
the life ripped me away
before i could find an awnser
maybe it was love
maybe it was a hungry heart
geuss well never know
Oct 7, 2016
Oct 7, 2016 at 4:23 AM UTC
My grandfather asked me
Grandson what will you be
Will you travel the land
Just like me?
I didn't know how to Awnser
I didn't know what to say
So I thought about it
And I prayed
For my grandfather had traveled the world
To see what he could see
I wanted to be like him
I wanted it to be me
I didn't want to travel the land I wandered
And he asked me why not
Because It has already been traveled
At least thats what I thought
There is more to discover in this world of ours
He told me one day
So travel the ocean
Travel and stay
Each place is sacred he told me
Respect present and past
Each day thank the lord
For at least that task
Every nation has beauty
He did explain
Respect the culture
The one and the same
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 11:12 PM UTC
Are you real?
If I touch you, do you promise not to shatter,
Like so many others?
Is it really true?
That one little touch,
one little spark,
could flare up and make my skin burn red hot?
I wait with bated breath and a slowing pulse,
For your awnser
For just one more
Spark....
Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 11:33 PM UTC
I look at my face
And for the first time I relies
Just what's happening
Th girl I use to be
Is no longer there
She is now
Gone
The girl I am now
Just wants to go home
But what is home to her
We'll not the best awnser
It's the *** smoke in the air
The cigarets all around
A lighter that's missing for the 47 th time
Cats and a dog with 8 bunnies
All named
Home is a daddy working
A mom staying home who isn't to good at that
A brother in the garage
Me at school
Watching over my brother
Always asking why
It's getting up in the middle of the night
To go say daddy check the house please
It's the birthdays that have passed
It's the un know love thro a brother and a sister
It's all the silent times
The nights of no sleep
Home is with my dog lady
It's with my brother OZZY
My sister who always come and go
It's the stupid and idiotic moments
The ideals the turn out bad when they sound great
And the music blasting
Attending church 3 days out of 7
That's home
But most of all home is love of a family
I miss you all
R.I.P chad
I miss u mom and brother
Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 9:36 PM UTC
of course you kissed her lips,
and of course you held her hips,
but don't you see this is why,
you always ask me why I cry,
don't you see now the red inside me,
dont you see now you cant find me,
don't you see now that you will never hold me,
that you will always scold me,
and that's the answer to your stupid question.
Jun 30, 2014
Jun 30, 2014 at 6:22 PM UTC
They ask me what my dying words will be , they
ask me what will my biggest regret be on my
death bed, what my death wish will be , they ask me all these questions of
death yet I'm alive .
But death comes just as swift as the wind , just as fast as the waves on the shore , death has no
time limit like us.
They say before you die your life flashes right
before your eyes , all your regrets , all your
dreams everything layed out like a red carpet.
If I die tomorrow , or if I die today , whenever I die I know I will see you.
I will see your beauty
I will hear your laugh as seldom as I did hear it
I will see your eyes
But most of all I'll see your smile
The one thing that always held me now in your absence.
On cold dark nights you would hold me tight ,
you would smile and say "its okay I'm here" , on
rainy days where thunder and lightening took
over the sky you smiled and said "its okay I'm
here" through every up and down you held me and smiled , holding the pain , fear , the sorrow
away from me.
If dying tomorrow means seeing your smile
again then I shall gladly die everyday
If dying tomorrow means seeing you again I
shall gladly go towards it If dying means being with you in my memories
then its not dying to me its living everyday for
aslong as I remember you.
If I could go back I would hold you every time
you said " it's okay I'm here" and tell you how
much I love you If I could go back I would tell you more often
than I did how much I love you
If I could go back I'd spend everyday-
every minute of everyday and night making you
smile.
Our time together had an expiration date but my love for you never did and never will. My awnser
to their question of death are
My biggest regret will be you not at my side
My dying wish will be to see you , and see you
smile again
my dying words will be your name.
If I die tomorrow before my soul departs from this world I will come find you and hold you one
final time.
I just wish and pray that someday you come
back and smile at me so you can make me whole
again.
Sep 11, 2015
Sep 11, 2015 at 7:54 PM UTC
Everything is so fickle
Our light can extinguish as quick as a slight gust of wind on a candle
It's strange
One minute you exist
And the next
Oblivion
You were here for what seemed like an eternity at first
But I guess that's what life does to us
Were so busy living it we don't stop to actually LIVE it
You knew that best
You always tried to tell me
"Take it slow man"
"Don't be so uptight, just ride the wave bro"
I don't know why but you calling life "the wave" made me happy
You, the meat head redneck ****
Who would've guessed that would be where you find the most humble and down to earth individual
I sure didn't at first
It took time but you always tried to be my friend
I regret that I didn't open up sooner
So many missed memories
Lost fishing trips
Cold ones un opened
"#Gainz" to be had
God if only I could go back in time
Awnser that one last text
See you one last time
They say everything gets easier with time, but time only scabs over the wound
I hope that heaven does exist
I hope your cracking open a cold brewski with Jesus right now looking down on all of your friends cheering them on
I hope heaven exists and I'm a descent enough person to get in so one day, I can punch your *** in the chest, call you a ******* and chill over a campfire with our buddy yiungling.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 5:18 AM UTC
Upset, confused, annoyed yea a little you say you don't know what your doing wrong
Can I have a flash back to a better time
We're we got along and we didn't fight
We're you cared to ask me what was wrong
Now in present time I stand alone in the dark not knowing if or when I'll fall next
When I do fall were will you be will you be with me trying to hold me up
Probably not
So next time you ask what your doing wrong
Take a second and think about it
For once awnser your self
Falling isn't so bad when your use to it
Climbing back up is just half the battle.
Mar 25, 2014
Mar 25, 2014 at 8:47 PM UTC
We pray and call but
Still no sense are you
A fraud they say you
Awnser,
But all the time i pray
You never Awnser
People say you keep
Awnsering their call
But, never mind have
You turned your back
On me for what i do,
I call and call but noones
There,
Are you ignorant me for
What i do
Is it when i stop praying
you Awnser my calls,
My soul feels your light
But my heart and brain
Say no,
I shun the light the
darkness taking my soul
To this blissful sleeo
Im dead On my feet
Walking as a anell
I wander around as a
free soul when i pray
For you to help me,
But you laugh in my
Face and hang up on
Me,
When others pray you
Awnser then, i began
To think tour a fraud
Can you prové Me wrong??
Mar 16, 2016
Mar 16, 2016 at 5:37 PM UTC
Time no longer has value
It once took hours to do what merely takes seconds
It once stopped for the lovers who first met now let's them walk right past each other.
I can't help ease my heart from the question you fear to ask.
The question your heart holds but eyes ask,
The question I wish I could truly awnser .
"How long will you love me?"
I can't give an exsact date or time if any .
But I know this for as long as there's a beat in my heart I will love you,
As long as there's fish in the water I'll keep coming back to you
As long there's life on this earth I'll protect you
As long as there's life in me I'll always be by you
I can't gurantee any of this but I can promise that for as long as you and I are together I'll always , always love you
Sep 3, 2015
Sep 3, 2015 at 1:38 PM UTC
You fill me.
You fill me with something that if,
That if a house were cemented with it, if a hell was cemented with it,
I could call it home,
I could call you home.
You fill me.
Fill me with something that if asked the meaning of life, this, you,
You would be the awnser.
I am lapping at the shores of my skin, overcoming the brink of my bones.
I feel with you.
Im filled with you.
Feb 16, 2018
Feb 16, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
The endless has no bounds
Even when life takes its round
Over and over it may burn
Til each of our lives takes its final turn
The truth is the lesson so eager to share
The proof lies in the awnser we have all been there
Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 11:30 AM UTC