"appendicitis" poems
Stress so bad
It's got you puking
And now you're losing your hair
What's this?
Didn't know stress could do that
Oh, now you're puking in the toilet again
Got another fever
What's this?
It feels like appendicitis
Didn't know stress could do that
How did you get yourself in this mess
You can't believe this
Should I spell it out for you
Because if I tell you what it is
You going to go insane
Because you know it's true
This doesn't happen to you
This isn't happening to you
What's this?
Crying and laughing at the same time
Turning around breaking things in anger
Falling on you're knees
Alone in your room
Curling up into a ball
Tearing up all day and night
Why are you laughing
You don't know why
You feel like you're brain is fried
Oh, now you're crying again
You don't sleep any more
You know this isn't right
What makes you think you should go against your gut this time
You promised you'd always listen
No exceptions
You're blind
You love him too much
It doesn't matter that he's been your friend for years too
You know this ain't right
You ******* know it
Now you're in denial
You've made every excuse for him
You answer his every whim
He's got you controlled in fear
You're afraid to lose him
So you listen to every crazy whim
Not doing yourself any favors
You ain't doing him any either
Children need to be taught
Wrong and right
No matter how old they are
Should you be ashamed?
Think you like it
In some twisted sense
You think you deserve it
Now you're doped up on Xanax
You had some wine too
So desperate
It's all you had
Want to be knocked out
Because it stops the thinking
To take away all the stress
You could barely breathe
Drinking with your meds
That aren't even yours
But now you need them
Because now you feel like fainting
When you think
Didn't know stress could do that
You think you like it
Hell no
You don't like it
But you convinced yourself otherwise
But in the end
That's still an excuse to protect him
What are you doing
So lost in those rare moments
Of what he used to be
Still is
Behind it all
That's him
Not this
It's a broken record
Same two songs over and over
It's a game for how long each side lasts
Pretty soon he'll hit you
You know this
You know it
That's why you just had a mental breakdown
'Cause you know what's next
Cause you're blind
You know the truth
You just don't want to look at it
I just want my sanity back
But I won't leave
Not without you
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 11:57 PM UTC
coffee appendicitis and baby tragedies
a toxic fixation and his nineteen fifties apathy
his clothes hung loosely over you.
you are sleeping on his bedsheets but your own bed
they smell like him but feel like you **** them)
and you can listen to him smile through the door
but you cannot open it.
Jun 16, 2012
Jun 16, 2012 at 4:52 PM UTC
I visited my girlfriend in the hospital
after her appendicitis operation.
she looked good
and her smile made me smile
"I made a friend," she told me.
There had been another girl in the room with her
and this girl,
she was in the hospital because she sprayed a whole
can of bug repellent into a cup and drank it
"Why?" I asked.
"Oh, well," said my girlfriend. "You wouldn't understand.
Let's just say she wanted to **** the butterflies
in her stomach."
"Okay."
Jun 5, 2019
Jun 5, 2019 at 6:06 AM UTC
Flustered
Brain jumbled like headphones
Appendicitis pain
***** filling the rim of my plump lips
Fatigued
I just yawned
More words
More pun intendeds
More forced intentions
The alphabet must come alive
While the galaxy stares into my soul gasping for more
I'm gone
Mentally
Emotionally
Attempting to pour out this song
Pronounce happiness gritting your teeth
Disgust is the way I feel
While playing safe in this field
Economic status
Mortal combat via social media
What the hell does my mind want?!
I HAVE NO IDEA!!
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 2:04 AM UTC
When dirt becomes a dye
no one has to tell a joke
people will naturally laugh with the hyenas
Howling and hiccuping
before they tear into grimly flesh.
They’ll talk to one another
in fits and starts.
Spotting stains on mopped tiles
Their tongue, the hammer of the judge,
stripping the “sanitation agencies” off
their robe of service.
Their society gradually becomes an appendicitis
It's streets drowned in ********
But it won't really bother the people
Until the day the fat maggot chokes on sewage
Then they'll gather together
And wonder what just happened
Jul 23, 2017
Jul 23, 2017 at 7:44 PM UTC
Under the knife for a tumour
a globe under his skull
in surgery's blood
eventually awake from gray anaesthetic
entering the floors of healing
in the anonymity of white hospital sheets
among heart attacks and appendicitis
bone marrows, tubes tied,
eyes straightened and bones set
"several years of reading got rubbed out"
the messenger with his hands to his head
without a point of reference.
reviewing his brain for messages to return
then reading and rereading what he has already read
trying to make up for lost messages
connecting the dots of the electrons of his brain
so that he may return to the village
and tell us where he has been.
Jul 21, 2017
Jul 21, 2017 at 10:20 PM UTC
an unforeseen pain
a burst of misery
potentially fatal
this hurt cannot be described
May 24, 2019
May 24, 2019 at 12:58 PM UTC
I prayed to God for appendicitis
Every time my father and I fought.
The warm concrete against my feet
As I sat begging
To be anywhere but here.
The air was thick and hard to breathe
But the sun was shining
And the birds were chirping
So what excuse did I have to leave.
Feb 26, 2019
Feb 26, 2019 at 7:57 PM UTC