stargazer

stargazer Mar 2020

i used to think
i was so
clever

but these tears
are evidence
of my stupidity

words used to make me feel so smart. now all they do is point out how stupid i really am.

#stupid #tears

stargazer Feb 2020

amygdala

all of our memories
are reconstructions
of things
we think to be

maybe that's why
i thought
we'd always be a
we

#love

Feb 2020

basil

map (10w)

i am looking
for okay
in all the
wrong places

i just don't know the right ones

#not #okay #i #promise

Feb 2020

basil

you don't hold me
as tight as
you used to

and i can feel
my pieces
starting to slip
apart

been a day...

#love #broken #pieces

stargazer Feb 2020

i think so

because despite everything
you've put it through
my heart
still loves you

been a time...

#time #love #wounds #broken #heart

stargazer Feb 2020

i emptied
myself out

it took awhile
but through all those
tears

i think i'm finally
hollow

stargazer Feb 2020

you wore my
blue flannel
and i wore my
smile

trying to fix things

#love