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Erica Jan 2015
At least you and I both have something in common
Erica Jan 2015
i'm sorry
i never meant to break your heart
i know i have never been so smart
but when it comes to this i'm a sucker
i'm best at bottling feelings and keep it under
i want to apologize but i'm just too selfish
i know for this fame and fortune i'll never relish
i'll take back all those insults and swear words
but please help me get these tangled feelings unfurled
i want to change, like you're telling me to
chase these bad habits away into the blue
all the bad things you say i'm made of
i know it's true but you i do love
i wish you could read my mind
so you'd know i love you and that i'm not fine
but i would never find that courage
to deliver to you this message
i'm sorry
mom
Erica Jan 2015
i want to be a little girl again
when a lego brick was my only pain
(now it has become my friend)
i want to go back to fantasy land
where it was never hard to understand
(i guess these are all unplanned)
i want to be a child once more
when the cruelest thing was just a slamming door
(my face now often meets the floor)
i want to go back to when I was six
when I thought nothing was impossible to fix
(maybe childhood was just a trick)
i want to become an innocent kid
untouched by sins and bad people's deeds
(oh, how i crave for you to bleed)
i want to go back to being small
when the only monster was movie trolls
*(now i see the monsters in all)
"growing old is mandatory, growing up is a choice."
  Jan 2015 Erica
Cristina
there are different types of crying
each of us has at least one or two
and from my point of view
the most used is the one without tears,
when the soul cries loud and everything in the body hurts.
and there is another one that goes hand in hand with rain
you're between droplets, crying and nobody can see the tears.
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