My heart ached

For a voice I couldn't unhear.
For a touch as familiar as the suns light.
For eyes that could only see my soul.
For promises I could never hold him to.
For answers to questions I couldn't ask.
And for comfort I didn't deserve.

But most of all my heart ached to just not ache
For one day
For one hour
For one minute
Without him.

And the problem was that
While I was always without him
My heart ached

And ached

And ached

And ached

And has never ceased it's aching.

My body hurts
But you don't care

My head aches
But are you there?

You don't understand
The feel so empty and bland

When will you ever love me
Again...

A life time ago I was sad like now
Because I didn't know you
I want us to be together forever
But I want you to love me too

A year ago we were each others forever
But I wish you were still here
I miss you every single day I live
And I wish we were together, clear?

A month ago you told me you loved me
I did believe you
And now I see you forgetting
Everything we have been through.

A week ago I saw you talk to her
I hated myself so much
And I realized that I am the one
Who has always been your crutch.

A day ago I gave you a hug
And I felt the sparks
I want us to always be here
without any broken marks.

A hour ago you broke me
Telling her about love
She told me what you said to her
Now, Ill see you in above.

A minute ago i realized some things
I want you in my life
But honestly I'm done with you
And I wish I had a knife.