sarah

sarah Jan 2019

is reconnection supposed
to be this disappointing
or am i lacking in gratification
i still feel alive
but yet i feel nothing

#reconnecting

Jan 2019

mac

5.13.18

I am
Completely
Entirely
Fully
Wholly
Utterly
Absolutely
Unconditionally
Unreservedly
downright
In love with
You

sarah Jan 2019

eclipse

moonlight on my skin
you let me down again
say you're sorry and make amends
but that's not how it works when you're broken

soon i'll let you back in
because i make the same mistakes time and time again
i swallowed my pride and said it back when
you told me you loved me at 3am

but it was just an eclipse
and i'll forget your lips

god, it takes me so long
but i'll eventually be able to forget

in honor of the super blood wolf moon eclipse a few nights ago, i wrote this song.

#eclipse #super #blood #wolf #moon #lyrics #song

sarah Jan 2019

choices

silence, my heart beats too fast for acting normal
blank stares, you catch me reliving the same daydream
where i confess and you feel the same
but, every time i wake up

i missed the part where you said you loved me
or did you even say anything?
i guess it's all in my head
why would you love me when you could love her instead?

#lyrics #song #love #daydream #in #my #head #choices

Jan 2019

autumn

isn't it obvious to you?

i want to tell you i miss you
with no subtext.
no guilt, no anger, no expectation
that you'll fix it.
i don't want you to feel bad
or tell me it will get better.
this is where we are meant to be
right now - me apart from you,
my hands a little empty
and my heart a little sad.
i miss you,
i just wanted you to know.

sarah Jan 2019

get by

looked into your eyes
like they were stars,
shooting stars i could wish on
held you so, so close
like you were my saving grace,
my anchor, my only hope

forgot to not smile
as if you didn’t make me forget my troubles
constructed careful words
like they could be my last,
the last words to linger

i know that this will take me down

#get #by #lyrics #song