And how will i feel when you leave in three months
Perhaps to another town, state, country even
I wouldn’t know
We never talk

Its sad that ive wasted the last two years
Right next to you
But blind

Its sad that it was only a couple weeks ago
When i first saw
When i saw you walk down the hall
And thought to myself
Oh my

And its sad that i will go my whole life without ever talking to you
Without ever getting to know
Whats behind that guarded smile
Or that instagram profile

Perhaps we’ll meet a decade from now
You will see me
And you will think to yourself
Oh my

And i will finally get to know
You

Do you have any idea
How much I wish you were mine

A
A
A

Whenever I hear the A
I always think of
You
You
You

Cause you
Always used to fill me with
Love
Love
Love

And that love
Right now is
Gone
Gone
Gone

And I know you’re gone
But I still hope you’ll talk to
Me
Me
Me

And no one can hold me
So that means I’m
Alone
Alone
Alone

And that brings us back to A

Insane is trying the same thing
But expecting something new
Well I think I’m insane
Cause all I can think about is you

I hope you’re happy with her
Rather happy then crazed
Cause it seems that nothing
Not one **** thing
Will ever go my way

Told me you were leading me on
Now tell me what else is new
Of course babe, I need you
I swear I’m such a fool

It’s the exact same thing every single time
And I just keep falling for the exact same lies
I’m done
I swear it
For the hundred thirty fourth time

You have such a hold on me
That kind of hold that doesn’t fade
No matter how many years
We’ve been apart

If I had to choose someone
I would’ve chosen you
I still might choose you
But I’m confused

And then I think about that hold
And all the memories we’ve shared
And I know no matter how far
Every single second of every single day

I do

I saw you today
I see you all the time
In all the things
You’re in my head before I go to bed
And In the cars and in the trees and in the mountains and in the sky

But i actually saw you today
And you saw me too
And I know this because we locked eyes
We locked eyes for just a second
And in that second I saw all the things that I want and can’t have
Staring into those dark dreamy eyes

The same eyes I’ve cried over every day since the summer ended
The same eyes that held such love in them just a few months ago
But they were just blank

And just like that the second was over and you turned your head and looked away

You saw me
I know you saw me
You had to have seen me
Please see me

And I’m afraid that if you saw everything I’d written
Cause it’s all about you
Every single
Word
Syllable
Letter

You wouldn’t come running back into my open arms
Tears
Running
Down
Your
Face

You would get even more scared
Hiding
Your
Face
Forever