When u lose someone
There is a part of you that is lost with them forever,
You lose the person you were When they were around,
You lose the hope that they had given to you,
You lose the capability of being happy again ever,
You are left only with there memories,
But those memories are surrounded by the walls of darkness,
Feeling of being left alone,
And when someone comes close to you,
Trying to give you hope,
you push them away,
Because you are afraid to feel all of those things again,
You just don't have the capacity to go through that lonely way again,
So eventually you make your in that darkness,
In a hope that you will be with that person someday soon....